Corruption.
A deadly virus.
Readily available
incredibly mistakeable
For sellers and buyers.
I try
My eyes ions.
No sapphires.
Weapons of men in escape
Product of greed. Profit for liars
Adrenaline shakes
Peddlers of weapons of fire
And men who desire
An empire peasants admire.
But bent in heaven
We fly like birds on a wire
With message. Direction
And inventions free from deception
Of tyrants. Dictators. And liars.

Taboo subject.. end of the concept
Packaging time
I ask dad if it's wise...
And he actually replies....
No asking its actually time...
Sike kid... damage your eyes...
Elapsed ****.. collapsed in a matter of retractable spines
that back the
Matter of mind until
Inception of collateral action
Sadly applies....


I'm like **** son this crazy as **** and...
Mother loving mud mucking truck of a subject.... I love your corruption of discussion but I won't touch this
Much detention of budget....
I'm supposed to plummet corruption
And raise consumption of loving
But something had me..
Crunching my stomach....
**** it... slum love sees me ghetto
And I admit I untouchably love it...
Like sons to a summit
Peaking like ridges of country pines
Extending from mud pits .. in the numbness
Of winter and the crumbs of son to the mother to son in...
A witness of love at the summit...
Till food prices plummet
And the poor is full in the stomach
Something of a drunkness
The world is end of discussion....

life is just a stepping stone, unto worlds we cant detect
the pain, the joy, the love we leave
and the monsters breathing down our neck

in hopes and song, our life lives on
leaves falling in september
the things endured,
whilst here on earth
are blessings into forever

eternity ,,,,a ripple like
a stream that wont stay calm
your voice and joy
a major loss
between the ripples
in the pond

when life is hard
its destiny
that carries us to glory
but your voice is just the whistling tune
that echoes forth your story,,,
its not idling standing by
while your song turns weak and shrill
its fighting back
retaking that
which has been stolen, ****** and killed

That last one sounded border line
Crafted out of cocky ness
But God is full of confidence
As long as you stock the cellars
Of his populace.
Moderate the hate
Drop politician nonsense
down to moderate.
Stop consuming products
Marketed for tossing in
A garbage bin
not usable in practical return
Like second term
Is to a pregnant impoverished
Multicultural college kid
With out a scholarship
Profit says
Denote the common sense
And sell the hope
To the blind majority
As peaceful ways
To keep their promises
Handed next
To toddlers
Who will swallow up corporate sponsorship
And dump em like
A crock of ****.
Like ray Kroc
And McDonald's did
Wrong kid. They selling
Obesity. Without labeling
The consequence
Modest diet.
Fat reduction
And diet harm reduction consciousness
Or coca cola diabetes
dreams
That leave you haunted
Underneath a coffin lid
Cigarettes
Are toxic. Whats the cost
Of coughing up
An *****
But I smoke along
*** its to strong to quit.
So all the while
I smile and drink
My coke.
Eat my hopes
With a whisp of smoke
To wash down all of it
My *******
Hippie economist
Intolerance
Man **** swallow this

Weapons with black grips.
Average life of a massacre.
Twenty to 25
The wallet reflects on the
Passenger.
With ammunition not
For beginners or amateurs.
Steven. The meat cleaver wielding
Man with a mask.
And a savage urge...
But I'm transexual. If this the show
You been asking for...
I glitterize the fan fiction writers. With a parallel universe.
Staring at the ceiling revealing
Scary words.
I say so the demons dont carry hurt
While they share my words.
Like I'm barely searched.
I rarely turn.
To tearing up my stomach.
Prayers for me.
Tear my dreams.
Into a vital heart that cant keep pumping.....
**** assumptions.
Barely clean. A dairy cream
That turns to vomet. In my stomach.

Sun gasm.
Some ashes
And some alize Hennessy
Makes magic
**** passion
Tugeye rugged stud with plastic
Paper making kites
Flying through traffic
Like prison communication
And radio static...
Imbuned with human immaculate
Like answers to
Match it....
Marilyn manson...
Tear at the fabric....
Misjudged in your image
I'm aware of the tactics
Celebrity fashion...
The ego of damaged...
We go.. slam off this canyon...
And ram into Odin...
Oh know than...
Don't panic just break out
The stash of the banook...
Dancing with astro
Make. With heavy foot
Planted in gas foot...
Like **** it our grass roots...
Sad its bad. And
We understand you....
There's a devide in the class room
While the school
Labels miss hashtules class room
A waste case of **** straps
Entitled brats who
Spew gas fumes...
After they exit the classroom
When the school district...
Makes more mistakes...
Than Freddy Krueger...
Evading insomniac hotel
Wifi password. Is
Going to pass soon....
We need gas like a bad mood....
I know its your land dude...
But starving us out...
Aint the answer...
If i was there I would ask you...
But I suppose it's just my view...
A welders seed...
And a thought of unity in the class room...
Overall I hate bitumen...
But better men...
Will eventually raise science
To new levels....
Like the waves and the bad moon.

Disclaimer. They already have this.
******* where was i

what happened to pokemon go,
I mean wouldn't it be cooler if
the pokemon you caught could battle later
and train them and do tournaments
that's the pokemon go
I woulda wanted
battle in an augmented reality,
virtually with strangers
I mean wouldn't it be hot if you said to some chicik
or dude,
hey my charmanders in close proximity of your squirt\
I uh mean squirtle
battle?
whilst wasted at the pub

Way behind the force of measure
Of course his timings
So much better.
Distance is an attribute
regret to inform this letter.
But wait you warn me of
Something worse.
Tormenting me.
I'm torn at birth.
Performance is a major issue
In this forecasted vision
Is true. We got things to get through

But **** it. Theres no need to fix you
Its me the ***** who has
Major issues
I'm
Ll always love you and same love accept you.
No matter what they say against you.
Unless God says
Break these chains they sent you.
Freedom
Chases. Golden fields
Stallions truth and Galliant deals
In talk of peace. And value sealed
Deceased revealed
Last shadows real

Psyke interjection.

For heavens sake I know your the wisest
Climbing smile with rose pedal eyelids
Christ is timeless
Mind set slightly warped
By transgender morphing mom of course.
Thats ok. I know I'm dwarfed.
I support your heart
With all my flaws and warts.
I saw your heart.
Uncharted glory.
The next dimension boarding
Take the rest before me.
I only want you for a while
My rose pedaled eyelid
Starry child
With God in heart
And an artist smile

In the end its family friends that matter....
If life is live love laughter....
Than why should these gashes
On my arms come in after.....
Shattered.... Hope's.
But they say I'm dope.
Actually sick and twisted
Liquid sadness.... in a canister...
Drowning beneath cloudy
Skies.
While passing cruiselines
Warn their passengers.....
Smoking on a cigarette
While my uncle slowly
Dies of cancers....
Wandering through
Deadly Hallows.
While my entire family gathers.....
Sorry trying to diss you eminem
Rest in peace to Bruce mathers.....
That's what really matters....
My dad was such a *****
I hated him
But forgot you never had yours...
So I'm stuck in Bruce Wayne manor...
But Alfred's got my back.
You cant be held up in a family tree
When you have just fallen off your branch....

Slowly in my mind
Unravelling and turn like drips of water
Slew like confusion. Muddy tolerance
To my only son and daughter
You hated person
Save your crooked ways to meet the judge... your honour
I took precautions to have you stand up right. She took away my love your honour...
My kids become a bargain chip.
And watch her use my son and daughter.....
Here we go let's actually foreshadow
And let it fall out harder...


Close my eyes
My daughters timeless face
Of glowing sun and moon collisions
Circumstance of groomed provisions
*** her mother ******* knew no different..
My son a heart that beats with love.
Drumming up a song. Unsung.
They both possess an Angel's laughter
They're my kin that's all that matters...
I love my family.
Well have christmas after.
And **** the ones that fill their head with spiteful chatter
You spineless *******.

I wanted to be famous.
Among a menagerie of other things.
I thought that my creative
Gifts. Would bless. But something
Truly Puzzles me.
It
Muzzles me. Befuddles me.
Its my own ******* fuckery.
I'm a diamond in the rough
But no one has discovered me.
So **** it.
Let's keep trucking.
Till I **** at what
I thought would bring me luxury

Introvert with many questions.
Slip into fates fine direction
Of heat that sweet
And feet that ache
Of growing pains see the seasons change.
Of lies that fall
On common ears
Believed in tribes far from here
Speak onto many
With poise and grace
And make ghe choice to
Slowly change
The voice you hate
That rumbles loud
Is false beliefs
You feed the clouds
It goes around and befuddles
Masses
If seeking change
You have first to ask it
You want the truth
Free from strife.
The packaged deal
Reveal your lies.
Live with purpose
Certain faith
And find the worth
Against your current grain

Facing ****** headspace
Caught between my best decision
Dead race between
Depression and a **** addiction.
Ingesting drugs.
To reallocate my fat cells
Make my hips and ******* more feminine.
With all my friends
Are sending bestest wishes.
But.....
Sobrietys a dragon. Only slayed with unconventional means
And fully rigorously tested metal mental weapons...
Praying for an angel.
Its armageddon seconds left and its best done blessed with intervention..
So my saviour can evict my spirit from a mental prison.
And my body of a mens invention
God will have you all.
So ferris bueller get some class your ashy past gets you sent to detention...
While my class of kick *** canadians.
Get my vote for re election.
No greater people in the history.
Of press. Films radio or ******* television...
Broken ribs. Aching head.
A debt repaid when I can carry out your suggestions.
After all I'm meant to listen
To your wishes....
And find the proper spot to squat and **** in...
*** changing with men.
Is like teaching a dog to stop eat doggy biscuits .
While insisting that your ***** cat
Best kitchen mop
And wash the dishes
Its exhausting.....

So if you just started watching
And won't make it to the ending edit...
Dont expect to be top notch spot
As god drops the ******* ending credits...
*** for now I'm still accepted
Like I'mgod **** cash credit or debit....
You just read it.
I'll stay mostly sober
Roger over. Repost immediately on reddit...
Growing every day. Like America's foreign debt is

Critiquing all my crafted words
Is the universe...
Found out alpha man omga
Is doing worse
With the girl he was ******* first...
So I chewed the words
And loosened verbs
To move to lucifer...
But I won't do that surely
I can be the mary ******
Only loosing words
On my birth reunion
To chosen fertile
Practice for a twirly whirl
With reproduction
**** ***** men
And be a girly girl
****.. to birth my courage..
Pearl....

In this moment i feel fine.
Not trapped like falls foliage under neath winters white blanket.
Neither do i feel free
Like the fowl that flew south.
I feel somewhere in the awkward middle ground between
Flight and containment.
But what a beautiful feeling.
I may not be airbourne,
Honking with the lively flock of beasts
Seeking asylum from winters
Chillful howls.
But at least im above ground.
And thats encouraging.

Masked massacre.
Blue bandana savage.
Crippled by anxiety.
Society can't understand it.
Olanzapine.
Divalproex.
And half a tab of Xanax.
Hit so many native chicks.
*** i got a taste for
Moose meat tea and banook
Got a tear tattoo.
On my *******.
*** i killed my ****. Had enough
One day and stabbed it.
Savage.

Slowly in this roll.
The feature is the night life.
Teacher of the hype rhymes.
I speak like leaking
Popular diets on prime time
And call em pseudo science.
So that you run to me and buy mine.
Fine guy.
Celebrate destruction.
Disgusting flow like construction
Sewage pumps at lunchtime.
Greatest in the game
You get punch drunk
Coming with these punch lines

Flying here is alot like falling
Only falling here seems.....
To be like bumping into a long lost friend....
One your not quite sure
You had ever missed until
You speak again
The words spilling out
Like *** over poured inside a tiny
Flask....

You begin remembering dvery detail
Of those forgotten days
And memories seem
To reappear... only different...
Like you forgotten why
You had ever stopped trying to
Fly....

High as you were in those younger days...
At least theres braincells left
To recall why
Sometimes its best to
Leap in good faith.....
Remembering......
That only birds fly
But fallings bliss
And lifes not forever

Rapped up in the relation of imagined fears upon waking creating  make shift ways to save it... from invasion of an asian race. Ideas made while confused and infused With puberty trans sexuality taste based cravings for an asian male to break my matrix....
I grew up so mis informed
Ignoring signs along the way n
Contemplating suicide on daily basis.
Waking up to hate my life
I couldn't take it.....
Impressing people with a passion
I know the memories are stained with
Dis proportioned glory.
To the ratio of blame that came with...
Living in a role.
Only acting out of self protection.
Steps in tune with mortal venom
So they wouldn't leave me
As a tomb that knew no exit....

Mental capacity. On full presentation.
I levitate. In a centered state.
With full meditation.

Created for greatness.
Shaped in stages of changes.
I place value on people.
Not the sum of their wages.
Place faith in creation.
And pray for safety from Satan.
Making days count.
Instead of counting days that I've wasted.
Examination. An autopsy.
Of my body of work.
Displays. Courage.
Strength and hope.
Under  all of the dirt.

Listen all of you
Let me talk to
give you a walk through
I want you
To know I got you.
Talk to many problems
In this walk through

Homophobes are not okay
Get a hot clue before I drop you
If that's what you want dude
Misogyny and mom abuse
Are not cool a promise haunts you
I feel the plot *****
Poverty is not cool
Help the needy if you want too.
Baby
**** the  **** racists.
swastikas on their faces
Hating mmigrants and gays which
Threaten their own race which
Is narrow minded its really basic
Love casts out hate
Why hate our brother.
*** his face a different color.
Or abuse our unborn mothers.
Suicide is undercover too
Open up and run it through
Discover why you stuck in moods
Get  help if something troubles you.
Addiction *****
Period. Delirious.  Its a spiritual
Funk with drunken blues.
Drug abuse and sunken clues.
But I'm not judging you..

People don't run away.
Make your stand.
Triumph as a man
Stand as a woman.
understand the love is running our mission.

We make our enemies bed
As we would make our own
Ask what troubled him
To the reaction I provoked
Pray for understanding
Of his illness and his woes
As you wish your enemies
Would make your bed
Just as they do there own....

Look whats going to happen
You want fore show.
Here's a glimpse class.
Im uncertain.
But at first glance
Its going to be ****** with
A surgeon.
Made of tempered steel
That works  
world class.
And a nurse that.
Keeps heavenly intent on me.
While my body
Takes a dirt nap.
Switch it up.
And **** in side a bag.
My spinal tap
Like giants legs.
And no time to die or fight back
**** this verse.
I'm wishing.
For a hope. Never coming.
Where's my mind at.
Maybe if I tried not trying
Oh fuckit man ill try that
Wave at me passing by
I always say ******* hi back

I have a viral psychological infection.
Diagnosis. Mostly detachment.
On emotional basis.
Frozen in space with a growing harassment.
Dope to cope situations
Blown gasket. Focused blast

Towards realities deception
*** voices attack the lobes. Controlling. Threat detection.
And death perception
Till I fear not he'll death or heaven but only losing position.
As a woman. In love with.
God. Eminem And
The thought that I'm pregnant
*** when my system talks my body properly listens.
Like systemic racism.
Gotta walk to win it.
Protest. Know yes.
That change is merely.
Beginning.
Of a friend evolving into dreams.
Being solved with all of every
Waking second.
God my best friend.
Jesus .
Amen
Walk with them
Amen amen amen.
Love you lord.
Even though I do wrong.
I'm full of flaws.
I truly am.
But my heart is true.

Slippery when wet... caution
He's in beast mode...
Angel of a danger swag
And label of a peace zone...
He's 50 50 like O'Neal in
******* free throw...
Hes a clean home
While latex is wrappable
contamination
Pregnant sands for beach strolls...
Hes the light that shields glow
From appeal of healing
Bleeding spear blows
Angel of a certain death
Of eternity with burning wrists
Family and further head
With clean toes
Devoted to the person next...
Inheriting the earth in text...
Allegiance.. self esteem
And his words protect....
The team.. bleed decievers
And the cheap souls
My body offers naji...
Steven I want you on me...
Even if brandy really not me...
I'll lay between you
Honestly....
With dignity and impossibility
Within fostering

Freeze hell... we well... see me fail...
Ima be free will... like three cons that never see jail...
Break down the deception for a free scale... of gabriel... the safety claim of dream vale...
Towak scripted in the living of a shadow with a clean pale...
We need shay to save three braids from Anglo Saxon... racist radical fashion... grab life in imagination and recycle sadness for happiness
In a planet of bat ****....

On the prowl for a persistent thought
Evading shady spots.
Graves of gablehouse vacation names
On rocks... sunshine take your shot
And pick your plot...
I'm not picky. For the friction.
But your existence. Is the vision I want.... *** your friction is
A different condition
Of hot...
Like slim Jim's and grocery tellers...
A carbon calorie over load...
And a million wishes
For the tip you give to the teller...
Like pictures of the develope
Only make smoke in the cellar....
Give it to me and I'll give
You it better..
Forever... penniless..  and focused together...
Here's my hope for whatever...
Wrote this note with
A smoke left. And a hope of forever...
Broke in the smoking cellar
But growing to heaven.
But its oh no im slowly broken
In absence of your
Devotion and pleasure...
Hope we grow old together

Hard times with media provoking questions... emoticon.. on pros and cons.. def con... session
Ima sweat the death of **** I ****** and slept in...
Saleen meds kept me fed and
Ima stand up
Man up
Tuck my **** stub up my legs and


Grow ovaries
Metamorphisis contortion spleen
Morphing me
A deadly art...
Like transformers...
Sober artery..
***** forgery...
So parts of me.. get ripped ******* morbidly...sort of slowly starting parts unscene.... torn between...
So forget me like concussion case...
Head on ***** scene...
I'm ******
This nut case...
**** face... sworn allegiance....
To corporation corpse of being....

Jordan gablehouse...
More than famous now
Female...
Loving origins of native towns
Braids and gowns
I'm going to change
And escape my draining
Mound of **** I've laid to ground
Forget the damage of ****** frenic
And praise and lay me down

The rivers.. deliver crisp air
Shiver... mix my dust
In winter with a whisper...
Lyssa my thin air.. get me high
On sister... its a sinner that sweats
In her heaven...

Looking for incriminating lyrics
after record embedded....
Get ready to hear it
*** I got head like its lettuce.....
Green inappearance
And essentially shredded......
By mention of merit
The menace like dennis.....
I only trust Logan
In defense of my wife
Pregnant and senses defenseless....
He's with clear spirit detection
Appearing in righteous succession..
Of profession unloaded
Sworn to uphold
The crown she protecting
And son with whom she is pregnant
And the son of the seed
Grown in her home....
Alone is solely neglected
With out Gabriel
And angels to inbune
With texts scripts
And song from
The heavens his home
The endless aura from Michael
Sways skys to smile
On men who shy from emotion driven
Spiritual lessons... and test
The heavenly child
Think I'm false as **** thats bad ***
I'm just getting this memo
It's potentially filed
Instrumental
On silent memento...
Under file devilish smile
Attribute paper to pencil...
Sharpen the little
Excuse I rented from  gippetto
Pulling strings on the devil
In a screeching introspective
Detective
Inspector Reynolds museum...
So I invented my motive
And kept collective
Lies as recorded intelli....

Alter ego. Dan rather mistress
Slit wrists and a point of view.
That rivals Kenny logging
**** my foot is in joint review.
*** when we kick it I get loose...
Like out the book of jet lis moves .
Forget me im to you
What a napkin is to ketchup...
You brushed on me
I read you up...
And to meet you
No way yo
Lettuce be corrected
Not to meet you its tomatoe
Hey yo you must be hard to
Forget. And something
Worth relishing till I'm grey old...
And underpaid at bingo
In the old age home
*** i forgot how to make sense
Of my judgement calls
Like coin reimbursement
With a pay phone....
I make David Blaine look like a safe bet..
At disappearing in my day home...
I'll have a safe kept inside our braids
And a shotgun with two *****
And its a great blow..
I'll make *** Olympics three look like Harry potters magic safe zone....
While wrapped in kleenex *** my entertainment. Is in the safe code..
99 the great one.. 69 and split your legs bro... 0 chance of raiding my safe...
Alarming as the shotgun in the safe zone.
..

Moments gone.. the motion stops
The train halts
And greatness in the making
Changes to a new thought
That you don't remember
The blessings that you got
Till your on track with reinvention
Evolution and a new song
*** you know you want your true plot
Even if my *** gets chewed lots
*** **** it dude.
That ***** too hot...
Like maneur in the summer.
Maneuver sewer
Fumes.. as ninja turtles
With a poo shell...
Like your the **** thats how you smell
I knew well...
See through your true self.
And make your boots melt
A feat from standing in heat
I'm hot as blue flame
Or walking through true hell...
Don't turtle up in your smooth shell
I see the kid. On the school field
Who had more scars
Than my grandfathers carpenter tool belt....
A story I listened through school bells
Tunes that I knew well..
**** it dude
The two of us knew he'll...
I hope we do well

Dramatic progression of
A terminal diagnosis
Prognosis
Is mostly hopeless
Condition critical
Like pesticide to locust
Or a moon swollen
With out attention
To reflect the light of the sun
Its frozen
Never knowing of devotion
Jesus I'm hopeless need you so bad
But I'm closed to love
And happiness
Knowing only tragic
Emotions
Only cactus grows
Until god showed up
Ima rose now
But my toes drown
In the flowing lake of sadness
Devastated by the regret encapsulated
In my sanctum of madness
Like a prison guard
Keeping watch on me as I stroll along the polished pad. Mug of swollen pride
And toes so cold there frozen
Like my dad is.
I pray jesus comes back and
Knows immostly sorry for those habits
Divorcing from devotion I supported so religiously will be magic to manage without your hand in.
I'm a woman I think. My mind is lost
Pointing in directions
Placed in foreign spots
Storms so calm
My emotions are positively so opposite
I ignore my thoughts
Logically made perfect
Throwing pebbles in a shore of rocks
My body is in constant thought
That no guy will ever find me hot
I know I'm not. A top notch model
Or a goddess yet.
But sooner than
I hope to make my fate less gloomy
Lift mymood
And finally choose a man.
Doom and ******.
The foolish cant.
I tried so hard
You knew that.
I'm so foolish that I truly cant
So ***** me man
I'm doomed and ******.
Tulips planted on your **** in june we plant.. you ******* knew we cant

Explicite course of Action.
Left to settle a debt with Debbie.
Machete. Mask.
And intervention.
Impossible
When it gets as heavy.
As a levy
Facing katrina ...
wet and yet to break!!!!!
No **** here.
I mean a.....
I'm ******* deadly straight!!!!
Crash test dummies.
Out the gate head is great
It ain't just a head fake.
Fast *******
Till my neck breaks.
You say ******* *******
decapitate my precious face
With shrapnel.
Traveling in good intention.
To set straight my crooked bangs
Crooked smile.
Battle size. Savage size
Crocodile. The jungles humbled by
a monster.
With blackest eyes
In a puddle half as wide.
As habitat
Required for predators
Half your size
to hunt and trap their type.
You have my life.

Hi praise from a genius.
Interveniusly fed from the heavens.
Birth of concept directed as a gift
Of immaculate conception.
Weapons of an angel.
Death and life in direction of travelling passengers
On a raft in river of
Deliverance from ****** repression.
****** suspension.
Chemical intervention. Medication meant to be a super natural circumvention. Of a dramatic urge to ****** sessions with **** men and .
And I'm a menace. With a compass pointing north like magnetic attraction to a hardened compression
of gravity in the pants of attraction in a storm of upwards direction known as your skyward awakened sacred *******.
And I'm going south with plans of making my face take southward facing face plant
A face cant.
Take that.
Make me decorate my place with fake plants
A baby with a fate that.
A man that grows apussy cant ******* make that.
Following gods naked granted word
Promise that a baby
Is promised.
Like a slate that.
Cant clean
Itself. Like jesus needs to save that which
Is depraved inside my nature a
Way of naked anger
Attempting perfection
With a worthless self appraisal
My name that
Needs saving and re decorating
In a place of carpets draped
On windows
In the light. Where the saints dance
And the devil waits to take that
Which cant protect
Its life I took for granted
Need to stand in
Saving grace
The light that fades
From mystic music
Cascading
From her hair and face and
Her smile great like
God inside the depths of hell
Shining light in darkness
With compassion
For the fate of which
Was elaborately persuaded
To abandon sacred ashes
while jesus dusts the grey ants from my dusty plant which
Smells like eminem kanye and jay z
Diamond eyes. A mind of detention
Crime of perfection
With genius mention
For the sentence
***** is a craving. That leaves me weapon less and unprotected
An urge to get pregnant
While imspeaking of future intentions
I should avoid my hatred
Of self expression
I should forgive
My pseudo intellect
And goof like intentions
**** I **** I say all thisshit
But cant break my body
In the alottedtime
Not pragmatic
*** I'm tempered like a serrated blade.
And worthless with a great chance
To face agrave.
Of shallow grief speaking of a reach from Angel's breaking bread with words that make that
Mission
Like s vision
Of envisioning
A great plan
Prophetic
Eradicating
Drakes laugh
From my gay half
Laughing like I'm cisgendered
Not a gay man
Or a Jays fan
Break leg fam
You fake glam
**** fan
I'll shave my legs
And drape your legs with my ankles
Breaking bones
As I wind up on your face champ
So ******* break dance
Kick it like a karate
Break my body like
A babe lamb
Bones are inventions
Of a name
A single world that makes me think
I'm ******* great and
Than people speak of changes
Like a fate of
Slated fake plants
I honestly believe
I'm going to conceive
A baby from a great man
But the tragic truth remains
Imdeluded. Polluted conclusion
Undoing of pursuing my inner truth
Like serial killers pursue
A cell in Arkham county
But there too smart to take a g

its revolting, my scars are open
can you throw the first stone to smote em'
im the sutre torn apart till the flesh falls off the bone and
don't forget the shady residue that lingers on your teeth
is the secrecy that keeps you secretly like me

. no need for proverbs here
to solve this problem here
im a flow like faucet water
than disappear in smoke and mirrrors
im the product of disease
the problem fostered by my peers
who never had my back
and it bothered me for years
they tried to fix the problem
but it haunted me to tears
i watched my father turn his temper
to a weapon when im near
couple years i started feeling weird
my friend became my fantasy
i startedthinking **** im ******* queer
this isn't really  happening
but instead of facing facts
i feared of what the **** id here
from the ****** hating friends i had
that never seemed to care
so i started fooling with a dog
to make my urges less severe
but the worthlessness emerged
the surface looking perfect,
while  regrett became a constant
it was like walking in a moshpit
watching bodies drop like dog ****
i was doing lots of drugs alone
and nobody here  could stop it
id just go down inside my room
and keep coughing in my coffin
id been lonely all my life what
was another day, no problem
when your haunted


what do you do when you cant breathe
everything seems like a bad dream
the shilouette of memories between the credits and the last scene
turn into photographs you imagine but you  cant see
*** if you ask me, i    just wanted to be happy






life became a story book
and in it i was cautious
not to eat the toxic spores
that made magic mushrooms
feel so awesome
i started selling *** i thought hey cool
i get acknowledged
i had a gf that was freaky
and i was giving non stop ****
she use to be my locket and my
heart would be the lock pick
we did a lot of drugs and ******
but i was fighting with her constant
my jealousy enveloped me compelling me
to drop it
so one day my bro got talking and we ran away to dauphin
ill be honest it wasn't five star it was kinda like the projects
but i just wanted to get my **** inside a **** ******* squa *****
so i musta fathered many children that haven't try to call yet
but **** it next what happened i was at a social dance and
some gangster started scrapping next he asked me something
but i never really answered
so he ran to mike and smashed his jaw like it was ******* soft as plastic
i started into panic *** i wasn't use to scrapping
i went out to the field he disappeared like it was magic
than about this time i realize im going to get my *** kicked
i asked for peace instead im greeted with a right hook landed on my **** chin
i started seeing white like extraterrestrials just landed
i threw my hand so fast he landed on his back after i smacked him
and than it was my time to get my ***** lil *** kicked
i blacked it, time elapsed in a flash of what happened
i tried to stand than ******* ran
before i started collapsing
i took it like a ***** but i wasn't use to that action
i made the trip to the emerge
but felt a mental reaction
in the days that ensued i began cracking my head like a gasket
i wrote a blood stained letter to my friend i thought backstabbed
i began imagining the bad things that happened
my memory was fuzzy like a caterpillars back is
i developed mental illness as fast as you spell dummy backwards
i started hearing this chatter, became mad at their laughter
i was convinced that i had died andwas a new person after
but no matter,
shortly after i was prescribed me some pills
i was now a cog inside the mind of the mentally ill
my dad was distant from me *** i looked ready to ****
but still i was confused, overdue for some answers
instead i found a way to make myself a societal cancer
the noose began to choke in, the hope i had i still mattered
i met a dysfunctional partner, and began falling backwards
we had two kids there after, it compacted the matters
i shattered like glass and returned to my habits
soon me smoking crack was not unusual practice
but im too high to re hash the badshit
so ill let you have this crotch grabbing
impression of Michael Jackson
till i beat it for you ******* billie jean
was an unmatchable actress

Crisp 20 dollar bill
To snort my white magic
Turn a screen into an empty canvas
And make poetry dance
In **** fashion...
Text me for the answers
I clearly got a few.
Nearly clueless in truth.
*** I'm witless just like you...

Heres a hit song I wrote to make some fun. I bet I make a beat and hide my face. Anonymous goes number 1

Diamonds are forever!!!!
Kanye rest in peace
Shout out tucci
Not changing.
Mic drop I'm out
.

Introvert with shady mind...
Border unauthentic...
Cosmic realm on dumb
Intelligence.. on from
Oh I forgot its not hannaukah or Christmas...
Mortal bones
In corpse of sort of broken
Spoken from a former resting

I invest on neck pillows... fly the coop
But I walk on egg shells
I
Unless this bird is nesting....

Similar existence to a home of gifted
Weapon fam...
I detonate a sentence... and the alphabet becomes a weapon man....

Syllables on corrupt but I'm about to faulter...
Illicit vision... simple decision
I'm alone at fathers alter...
And none nut Sargeant omy god
Can save the onslaught martyr....

Bout to break these legs like records
Set in fitness
Fitness whole **** in my stomach
Can I get a witness

Celebrated fam. With an elaborate plan.
I made my bed *** im 11 years deep in the sand.
Im telling devils not to see me.
For regular visits.
Instead my shrink said i should take these pills to clear up my symptoms.
Menacing condition.
Im a master of hiding.
Playing good guy for the public
But disguising yhe devil inside me.
Its a trial. I can make it.
Just gotta have some good faith.
I make the sands of time look like a dream we might have escaped.
****

kindness is perfection
its a promise humans made
to keep the thoughtless hate from tainting
the water that we drank
and in this promise there is honor
taught from father to his daughter
taught from mother to her son
in hopes hell teach it to his daughter
i truly know of karma
and i pray to find forgiveness
you may rando call me a hack
but don't knock it till you've lived it ***** ****
ive slit my own wrists
and drank the blood
*** i was different and ****** up
im a pervert and i luv it
im a master at the ****
im bi ****** and ghetto
kinda ****** with my luck
i wripped my gfs ***** with my **** she had top get
stitches in her  ****
i ****** a dog and got arrested im the reason for the term
i cant believe that i was the fastest swimmer in dads *****
i smoke a lot im alcoholic
im high on coke inside my house right now getting this **** out
i was gang beat as a teenager and i never really made it out
i could have turned into a ******* with out a doubt
if things came differently about

i ****** phrenic diagnosed i take a needle to stay sane
i fantasize about my face some time implanted in the grave
i made myself so famous everybody knew my name
*** i said i was a killer and i sent him to the grave
slowly people set me off i did it to be known
i wanted any kinda love that i never got at home
i hear voices in my head of people likle you calling me a hack
heres a fat glance at my massive *** crack you ******* *****
you never loved me *** you judge me with out seeing past the flaws
again i state if your still starving you can ******* lick my *****
what else, one time i beat my sister *** she was hiding the remote
i pulled a knife on her another time *** i was suddenly provoked
saying all these things reveals to my self how bad i am
i guess i never said it openly the coward that i am

i draw demonic faces
ive drank blood just for the taste
my gfs monthly always tasty
i never let it go to waste

im addicted to ******* and i believe i need to feed
i even conconcted a race of imaginary people just like me
were called oumarro but im lonely *** i ******* made them up
cant you tell im ******* lonely and being inside me ******* *****
i hung out with tough guys thinking i was tough
but i was ***** when push came to shuv
never backing no one up
i even cried like a lil **** when someone stole my drugs
im ******* tell you my demons have you ******* had enough?
ive been to the nut house 11 times
they watch you as yuou shave in case the day
you take that razor blade and carve your name in ****** grey

i had a vinerial disease contracted from a ***
i ****** her in the hospital just after she ****** my bro
i started getting bumps around my ***** fro
but i don't really know
ive had unprotected *** so much never getting tested
theres a good percentage risk that ill die before im old

i could have saved my dad i shoulda knew it was a stroke instead i cleaned his puke and changed his clothes and went home to drink some more, he died slowly fading 3 days later in a brain dead
i remain emotionless about it *** i kinda ******* hate him

there you go you want more
could you handle all my scars
im the farthest thing from decent person you've ever seen thus far
im the reason why a demon sleeps no farther than fifty yards from where i park

after dark i dream of being ***** i luv the thought of choking
for a man to force my throat until im drowning in his dopamine
i pretend to see the future and i have some folks convinced
the only problem is im wrong 100 percent

i told facebook i had aids to keep girls away as if theyeven wanted me, i made a statement in that post so it looked like girls were constantly bothering me,

for a while i couldn't leave my hotel room
*** i thought the government were going to body me
a tactics unit meant to **** me cusi was turning the wolf into a modern dream.

a common theme in my problems see is that im a monstrous demonic wannabe,
but enough about the honest me
lets sit and watch you constantly
transmit your thoughts
to all around and see you slowly rot
inside your honesty
oh wait theres more
i ****** off in front of my brother when we were little kids out on vacation
i mistreated my first girlfriend till she took a serated blade and slit her legs up
than i found a way to thank her
we had *** and than i left and went and banged a total stranger
i use to date a rehabilitated escort
found her giving head to her cousin on the next floor
so i stole her bike andpedalled home like i was going to *** the next *****

have you heard enough? i guess im done. no wait i left out more

i cheated on my girlfriend twenty times while high on *******
id spend hundreds on mascara make up ******* than id go gay
while she was stuck at home raising my kids getting no thanks
i was ******* off a bald and ugly toddler size ******* ****
like no thang

i think that's it did i mention im ****** im bi ****** i like being *****, i thought i was a murderer, i ****** a dog and got arrested for it,
i dress like a girl,im an alcoholic drug addict, im a *****, and apparently im a ******* hack of a writer, well there you go this was absolute garbage for you hope you read some more **** face

******* badly stripped
Its time for realness cut the nonsense
My pleasure sensor detects
A feeling
You all deem as awesome.
Seems I want it
But im freezing
*** im still cleaning out my closet
God release me from
This bleach stained carpet
*** i want some freaking chocolates
God speed.
I wanna be the real me cut the non sense.

Greatest in the game
Ain't no cookie cutter flow
And its weeks before I know
Like a freak
Leaving the show
Leaving people in attendance
******* weeping as I go
I'm elite you need to know
Beat the game
No need for hype....
Peep skill about to bubble
Like the puddles in your pipe....
It's the hustle that I like
Play dumb till I ignite
smoking chemicals
No sleep
My weekends
Deep inside the fight.
Devil type of instrumental
Bringing metal
To the fight
Or you can settle
For a debt
And get
A continental ride
I'm the metal type of mind
Like ***.
I'm getting better every time.
I tell the truth and never lie.
I ****** your mother
Killed that ***** call it ****** suicide.

Mayhem in this spaceship
I get rid of all the fakeness
Mental fitness ...On circumcision
you ***** just ain't cut out for greatness
Take your chips and break
Rib cages
Like the gangsters
Out in Vegas.
So **** gay when I'm on pride week.
But dont play me for a ******
*** I'll burn my
Fingerprints with acid
To discretely feed the maggots...
**** it.
Blood on crazy flow.
Going savage ain't no bandage
Diagnosed as ****** phrenic
Just a term
For morbidly attractive...
I make ******* cream there pants
The ******* saturation madness...


Need a wetsuit to stay dry
With any female I collab with
Meno pausal women. Haunt my dreams
They gotta wanna have this
I'm so cold like snowman pole
They need jo to stop the flashes
I service shady acres
To keep my *** in
designer fabrics
Hand knitted by your nana's

your a joke,
this planet is a joke
im a joke
its all a misguidance and a paradigm
which we all fight to protect
money is false
religion is false
all these wars are *******
see through my eyes
and reallise all there is is eachthyer
with poison comes clear water
and with death there comes life
unite or perish

God please evict this demon from my property.
My body acknowledges.
The monstrosity
That doesn't make me squat to ***
Gotta be. A formula.
Of probably. Possibly or prophecy.
Its a translation of a paradox
Between what I want
And what God wants for me...
Eventually.
I crumble and his progeny
Has to walk for me.
Chalking out the spot
On sidewalks.
As everybody walks on me....

**** talk sick.
I dont want chocolates.
I dont knoe what you monsters
Want from me

I'm standing under it
But not quite understanding it
It's like a meta human.
Cashing yellowcake uranium.
To aliens to have a brain so *******
Inhumane it slays the stadiums
A proven mood light vanity.
That can test your illusion of insanity.
And entrance your inner gate within
To maybe let
The homosapiens in
Knowing there the same as me.
But somehow I'm the alien.
So take this fake ****. To the alter.
And eat sleep **** with drugs and pay to pray again it's awesome.
You gotta get the matrix in a level of promiscuity.
And avicii sneak in greasy.
With a virtual code.
To ruin any dude you see...
I **** like mood rings on earth.
Are never blue. And I can argue that with impunity.
You see it's me under more scrutiny.
I'm acting foolishly
Like roger rabbit. Just smoked crack
And composed. A poem. So immaculate.
And beautifully.
Done.
That evin brutal truth.
That told me just what happened
To the future me.
Could not begin to counter act
The exploding cavern crater from.
My attractive chest
You usually.
Carve with a butter knife.
To remove. What's actually human in me.... start by removing spleen.
Than his eyes are green.
So cute let's take his tongue
So he shall not praise no other
Beauty queen.

Maybe I become my insecurities.
Uncertainty is hurting me.
Firstly uncle roberts
Was my greatest fear.
Of rejecting family
For fame and stardom.
With no inter generation courtesy
I thought he rocked
I watched him nervously.
But surfacing.
His selfish lifestyle.
Earning him a curse word
And a ******* eye smile
I'm a ******* wild child...
Criminal intent
Possession of a lethal
Mile high club rival
Named Barry smiles
He prepares guys
To meet the maker
In  a **** me off in high style
With a universal high five
To a stylish guy pile.
Just unorthodox.
The supporting thouhht
Is a marathon mile
******* style.
With jordan styles
Reporting mile high club guy pile
With the ******* wild child
If ******* mes a crime
Than get ready for
A ******* line up

Breathe and live.
Positive. Inviting every inch of me.
Testing waters.
Chemical inversion
My disturbance. Like a luxury.
So heaven like a tuxedo deal.
**** me see me luckily
Like coming up 7s real
While my stud husband
Cant stop ******* me.
My family jewels.
Tucked away. Dont **** with me.
Money comes so rare.
I swear.
I need to come up.
With a monthly.....
Self replenished
Money tree.....
And dont thinkbasis.
Is creative *** I made
The corners. Of the rug.
A ******* funny place
For pugs to ***.......
Them ugly looking *****
Something similar
To mister Donald Trump.
His ******* junk
Is made dysfunction.
The assumption. Being
Donald's *****.
Is the reason.
Santas fat *** replaced jesus as the meaning of the season.
I should pull meat cleavers.
Pull the lever.
Move the temperature.
To jam rock.
Mary Jane with solidarity. And reach a fever.
And create a religion solely baced on marley vibes. And make Donald first believer.
Launch a soaked ******. At his roster of bodyguards.
And tell himeat it. You big dumb ******* creature.
Back to shadow moves.
Chaotic evil is my breed
Of feature. So ****** feed my need
Or show me fear.
But never show me fakeness.
I'm made for basic. Greatness.
Blame myteacher.
And my leaders
Cant take it here's a spoon.
******* and tell me how it tasted

in this complexity
im not messing with *******
i think my recipe
is mind the people you cook with
eat dream believe
and **** up any who doubts it
next up
dont be a  fad like ripped jeans
times change like an outfit
and you can ask flava flav
if theres any questions bout it
get it times change
that was cheek and tonguing
because he always
wore a giant clock
to every party function
even times when he was *******
but the third in the lunch kit
is dont eat like a trash can
i know i do but im advising
you its as dangerous as hazmat
4th in the grab bag

is a thing you clearly know
debt is such a cliche way
to prove you made it on your own
im in the same ******* boat
but this aint funny yo
**** keeps up
what the ****
your going to learn to row

Incarceration on a vacant spaceship
My empty cell is blood count
Anti vaccination
Like egyptian hyroglyphs deemed by early humans sacred.

Meaning this horus (  ***** is)
Taking ra gods raw dogs
Naked. Loving space ****
this prison is the greatest
Facialize the false gods
*** prophecy illuminates
A date with God
And ill be waiting...
******* tucked on vessel
Nestled up both nasal
Passenges in case I get impatient
Sabotage the spaceship.
On board lazers
Made of ether dust.
Made it to the pod crafts.
Out the gate
Disconnect
All the seeing stuff.
So no one digitally
Creeps and sees
My ***** ******* stealing stuff
Like angel wings
Pencil shavings
Angel dust and ****** fuzz
I left the orbit.
In a mod craft.
Received in the farthest reaches
Of a need for drugs.
Orbiting venus
In between intervenius drugs
Not wanting pain
Like vanes and blood
the ******* needle does.
Or ****. They love.
But to me its ******.
I escape the fate of drugs.
Only if I change
Into a demon ****
With cleavage stuffed
And the meanest ****.
Eyes like ***** brooms
Better be cleaning stuff...
Her hair is always clean enough.
Her curves are too
Windy just to speed it up
Stay on track jordan
Thats me you wanna beat it up
Don't freestyle its me you want
Yep you just told the internet
I got your ***** up
Its a split personality.
Pit versus gainst.
Either one of us they
Teach this stuff.
I think its me they love.
But you can chris brown
Rihanna. Ba ba beat it up

Recession of evil
The people develope the feels on the earth now
For my dimensional
Circumvention of real...
Like the earth round...
And im a circle it...
I'm certainly down



But further in the reaches of a terminal bond...
We die together forever.. the vision of mercy streak blonde
Lives on... after the sheets are washed
And the feelings are gone...
I'm not really a blonde.
Bleach is a compound beneath
Titanium iron and adamantium claws...
*** im tight ain't um ironic like a mutant with no memory..
An inventory... of perpetual healing
The scars. But never revealing feelings at all..
Like does marvel get more complex. Or does wolverine. Got the pain
Of seeing it all... and not feeling at all...
No human being could be beaten this bad for so long.

Ripping in an endless Cypher.
Night time Cryer.
Like the tears stain my genetic
Fiber
I pray to let it. Be collected
By a heaven higher.
Never tired.
Cleverness is endless
Have you met my direct
Connect supplier.
I rip pages from a gospel.
And set this place on fire.

Disfigured type of senses.
I figure God has got it
I think I got it
My body needs freaking audit.
My nasal blockage
Caused by...
Little rocks.
That get you feeling awesome...
I hate the monster
I keep in the closet.
I feed it ****. And pure *******.
So it'll will clean the carpet...

But deep inside
I dream of fleeing.
For the Belizean tropics.
Green trees.
Cool water.
And freedom.
From keeping secrets.
In the deep dishonest