Go hard. Mesmerize me.
Try me fight me.
*** your better!
I'll come back
In black leather
Hot weather. And a sand box for our future kids to play together.
I been spinning from the rumours
She just..... cant get any better
At ******* up our heads
**** next thing well have to push our beds together....
I'm imagining problems.
Before we even got together. **** this is ******* weather.
Stocking stuffer on my wanted list.
Number one. Is a box of chocolates
And a best mom medal....
Bad ***** here on salary.
Work from home.
Cant stop this ****** level.....
Fml

its 20 19
but I got 20 20 vision
if its money in the bank
your *** can cash the cheques ive written
its a long drop from the top
im at the bottom
sitting wishing
I eat up off the floor
*** you cant recycle plastic dishes

its a systemic kinda viral ****
that twists my own ambitions
tryna stay positive like a battery
but you still need negative to set it
like I said its 20 19 I got 20 20 vision
its a long way to the top,
I hope you ready for the rhythm

#bienie meyeres
# been on more wieners than Heinz ketchup
# lala pa booza
#funny demons and angels battle

Living with a dead smile.

Like giving presence to a dead child.

I'm on a mili  second kinda

Tread mill. 

With a head (real)

Getting ten miles before it

(Gets still.)

Like a mediocre reason.

I'm still living 

In £pretend smiles.£

When meteoric.

Was the mentor

I believed was gonna

**** what I imagined was

In bed still......

It's like Jordan

The olanzapine

Isn't helping ...man pretend its* 8 mile

*******.

Listen to the greatest emcee.

Growing healthy.....

But still a fake smile.()

Eminem.

Your my ****

Like 2 enemas. 

Just went on*( date night.

And had a baby 

That turned out to be the gay type

I know you still support

Us **** 

Regardless of the stage fright

You brought gays

In the early stages

Of your fame hype ..still it ain't right*

I'm rocking pride flag

Before I jump the shady 

Train right.**

But **** the world.

I know your name.

Means wolf

In dying language.

 I sign my name beside

abortion is a sin?
so is unpaid child support
so is fetal abandonment
or birthing resentment
just as precious as a childs life
is a womans body and her right to decide
everybody is faced with life shaping decisions
and sometimes the right decision
isnt what we feel is right as human beings
but the sin isnt in the decision
the sin is in the condemnation
of a nation of preachers with out a righteous sermon
to be in the shoes of a single mother
no education
no work
no child support
and tell her that it would have been a sin
should she had made the decision
she felt was wrong but knew was right
well thats religion for you

***** like magic. It distracts from the truth

An elaborate rouse.

That's more like active abuse

Thoughts  he discourages.

 courage that you sadly refuse

While hes rewording your life 

To be matching his views

**** it. Reexamine how this happened

To you

Dreams to travel foreign galaxies

With the man that you knew

Now stuck in submission

******* planet for two

And misery is pity

That attracts you back to

The same ******* clown

Without the mask and a suit

 Hes asking you daily

 about what you actually do

Sherlock in his home

Without the badge and the clues

Bad as the news

When you discover hes cheating

Now hes calling you crazy

And you start to believe him

Hes enraged and laced with anger

*** some day you may leave em

So he grabs you by the throat and squeezes

Choking your breathing.

You hope he doesn't mean it

And soon it all will be over

Than you wake up from your dream

And see the same man on your shoulder

Didn't imagine this would ever happen
Matrimony in capacity.
To catastrophe with savage needs..
Michael. Slim. Macro vanity..
When the look is good.
From Ariel to sanctum from insanity...
Gabriel. The Golden Great space.
Inducing steven to rhapsody...
I cant lose my man to addiction. Grief or mice mismanagement. When I love so many angels im practically. Been panicking... frantic with anxiety....
Life In paramount importance...
Next to Michael.  Hope he stays well.. we don't need damaging. Hoping Catlin has him for me... I adore him its something beyond fathoming.

It's an antiquated photograph.
That dates back to when I was .... oh
half this bad.)))))))
It's like saying coffee whitener.
Isn't time and space.  
Retrace the clock to
get my ******* amateur status back)))))).
No lori from retail staff says coffee White ners just that non lactose crap)))))
She likes the coffee bitter and she might just ******* have it Black*
Talking about the cack. *Oh **** I might just be
A nother spastic asss ..... )))))but
Im asking for bombastic love.
To drastically eradicate bad habits that.)))))
Crash me into
Straight jackets
And plaster my drag photographs....)))))

On every window east of private school
Like look you guys that *** named clarence actually has a past)))))((((((
In cranbrooks yearbook.
Look here's my outdated classic autograph
Next to the crazy waves
And the knock off.
Korean minted starter cap.)))))
So **** the world we falling back.
Apparently I'm clarence.
In the rap game. But just how fuckn sad is that.
Come see my photograph
Its hanging next. To your *** therapist
A real ******* time traveling.
Distractive **** that smells like aqua man...... you ******* face the fishy underside of aftermath....
They'll drop you in a river.
With concrete boots. So ******* how now dah

Ministry of sciences.
Divorce me.
From my liveliness...
I supported
Notions of foreign beings
Coming to earth
Disguised and *****
as merciful
Or violent...
But maybe were alone
In this black swirl
Of lifelessness. And timelessness
I wish I was a rocket scientist
But cant operate rocket man appliances....
******* it Elton John
You sold me bad goods
Don't try denying it....
Hiding it
Or fighting it...
My mind is like Alcatraz
Some **** escaped
And survived.
But nobody's ever tried to
Get inside of it....

Living in heaven. Evidently in bliss... *** im living with angels... a different shade of wish...
*** this place still exists.. between mister gray and a black  slave suit
Misbehave and get whipped..
Yeah ******* the ****....
But im wanting more of a pain
If thats possible ways to inflict....
But you read the heaven line and stopped
When I said cause pain in this *****....
*** your taught that
Love and hate can't be friends
Think its hot now just wait till the end..
When the sun stains
Hues of red on your neck...
Like global warming makes me *****
I want better men in my bed
But bitumen. Is never red...
Like the rent unpaid and in debt....
Alberta I love ya.. but there's a better
Way to make rent...
Just escape with a tent.
And make the best of amen.
Save oil money. For creating spaces
For all man to. Create changes to tech.
And invent eco harmony.
With our brain and our land
Or get your *** chained to the bed
And my slave.
Now say amen
Before I break this chain on your chest
And give you the greatest
Brain...You'll be pained to forget


Seriously alberta at the same time save your money we can't rely on oil... get investment into our economy. And make this prosper. We're not big shots...
We humbly move forward

Seems as if all I ever wanted.
Was a step in the right direction
When I got it. All else followed.
Near perfection. the heavens...
Yet standing corrected.
I fall short of the lesson
Lie when I talk
About a sitting obsession.
Prone to over analyzing. My time and attention. ..
Lack of ****** drive.
And indulgence in self.
Is a perfect storm for myself.
Nothing for somebody else.
I try to act ****.
Fiscaud ....and eventual masks.
It's a void
Trying to fill the noise
With ****** acts.
Decibels in my medicine cabinet.
Sounds and levels are wack
While my reflection
Like a fortune teller
Never looks back.
Its me trying normality
Through *** drugs and incredible raps.
All the rest of normal decency
I lack. That society has.
Yeah I want in his pants
He's the god father of rap.
But you confuse me so madly
I'm not sure I even want that.
He'd be a good father
Wheres he spiritualy at.
Couldn't tell. But he still wears
Sweats every day.
No matter how much material
Wealth that he has.
I always listen
To the watchmen.
It's a miracle chance.
That I even get a *** change
Before these next 7 years pass.

amigo me a trans woman
Experience the daily life
Well im in a crazy high
*** when I wave people
Wave goodbye
I look like a man
No mistaking I.
Get accepted still. How great
Inside.
Got **** on once or twice
By closet flamers that parade as guys.
I'm not a rep for any others trans
I feel though
That there safe as I...
I go to church. And get included
Get to pray. And vibe
Although
My shame it hides
Much greater. Than being trans
Or gay or straight or bi
Now I say I'm rainbow flagged for life.
Crazy life. My town
It raised me right.
I hope other trans feel just as crazy high.
That I feel when everybody waves me by

He'd wig and the angry itch.
Yes ******* right.
I'm insane and ****.
A notoriously crazy *****
That rocks like.
Naked 80s hits.
Nolstagic.
For the gayest ****.
Like cornrows braiding.
Up your staff...
*** it's more ape like.
Than our ancestral
Relationship.....

I say this ****...
Knowing I could save the world.
Or maybe make em feel
It's so worth saving ****....
No matter what ******* race you is.
Or if your old or fat.
Allergic to a cat.
Or rocking braces *****....
You rich.
You slow
You like oasis wonderwall.
And Robert gowans ******* greatest hits......
Those are both good jams.
So if you like em don't think I'm saying ****...
I just meant I won't alienate you
Never
Like the older kids did when they was raising us
I wanted to be gangster so bad.
Eventually made em knew
That I'm a ****** kid.

Got accepted by some ride or dies.
And flagged by some ***** hater kids...

Now I live like I'm a Roman candle.
But I'm not staging flames
In no relationship.
I'm aimed at making everybody understand.
My angel like nature and my satan ****.
I'm bad but not perfect.
I'm great but not okay with it.
I'll laugh at you sometimes.
So were even. For all of the related ****
Insinuated. Im the bad guy Like I'm a killer.
With a ****** wit.
I prefer to think your
All my brothers grimsby.
Bout to get massaged by the real
****** kid
And I rush in and ******* save your ****.
Not knowing it's a therapist

Why do I struggle with basic languages. Oh **** *******  there it is....
So cut my shoes off and judge me.
For the frozen feet... I'm always wearing kid
I live in anguish with
Maybe one day.
Make Julien leplay
Perform a benefit for cardio vasc.
Deficiencies. Parkinsons.
And all the **** that's cancerous
While I blaze cannabis.
With the cancer kids
Until we realize we are merely just a glimmer of eternal light.
Gliding through a path of tricks.
That reflects a common sense
We pass as Devine knowings.
Through our ancestry **** and family ****....
We reflect this light
In all that's grown.
Inside our tangled garden we call
Intangible. Until the Angel's
Need an apple quick.
Than see a child return.
As a rebirth.
Or pathway that demasks the tricks.
And ask yourself.
How can a devil
Be so graceful.
I reply.
*** I'm a cancer kid

Last moral discussion
For the devotion of my angels
Is soltero... the soul of hembero
Invero.. the stair of my swear form
Eyes that glare in
Raining... star glare in warfare...
For acceptance of a partnership
With Satan..  angel Olsen...
Willow star staring... beauty....
Eclipse... impart to tear.. the destruction
Down of cosmic heirarch its a  start
Where...  we must start there
Darkness is to linger
Understood not judged..
My angel Olsen child of dark mare
Must be safe... to vibrate on wavelengths... me not all share...
But I'm the woman of her birth
And I love her heart bare..
Raw and leading up
To raw emotion scars and hard glares
From false Christians
In my sons image
Like his hearts there
And not tying heart tears...
In cosmic arms carrying the load
Of fallen arms bared
By once love comrades
Of the gods flare
Were all scared
But people look beyond
Our human ambush
******* start there

call me now
im an angel in a devils skin
rise from ground
im a devil with an angels wings

call upon me when you feel wealk
im not afraid
call me in i will save you
from those demon fangs

hold you up
the pain is red
my feelings should not be left unsaid
the past is gone
the past is gone

hold me now
your cancer like an open sore
hold me in
be my rose and spare your thorns

dont drown against
the rising tide
my heart is here
let fate decide
and when we are nothing more than
tiny specs
we believe
all these things that make no sense

the answer is a question.
Believe it ....be it...  or **** it
Anxiety is indigestion
Of a future you cant stomach.
Need a bucket.
Reap the harvest of tomorrow
You have to plant seeds.
And man we
Know
Luxury is
a status. I just cant be.
Today's gift
Is push the envelope
Stamped. Addressed
To mister tomorrow
Oumarro  "has been"
And quarantine me in a
Morning
Where the thing between
My legs is more rewarding
*** all you know I'm *****.
I just hide it
On delivery
U.p.s sending wrong packaging
To your door you see
Its killing me

God is my Armour.
My promise and my protector.
My father.
Teacher. Redeemer.
And genius inventor.
Mentor. Selector .
Embracing my soul.
In his forever.
With one word.
I earn back. Terms
He made me to endeavor.
But I better never.
I remember.

Hostile violence.
Thoughtless and  childish

Immoral times that.
I felt no guidance.
Surviving blinded.
In a spine.
Of dry rivers.
For every hidden crying.
Maybe minding more of
Your acceptance.
And selling perception
To the mindless.
Society disguised as.
A lie *** I hide that
Which is cloaked
In my inner innocence.
Now the whole thing
Brought to light shed.
My soul becomes awoke.
With poetry
Devotion music
And new kindness.
As he spoke it.
My time diminished.
And I'm reminded
Of his every thought
As I was blinded
And misguided
In my silence

Metal with poison.
Fill in the blanks.
Foreshadow something
OK here goes hold your nose if it stanks

Rhythm corrupting little pockets of air
Breathing on bird
Flight response on prepared.
Scared and torn staring
At the stars.
Bizarre. And charged like Mars.
And scars secrets from Venus
If eclipses were hereditary
Would I still have a *****
Supernova on magnet
Can genius be secret
Asking for a friend
Say my dad had to see this
Eminem is the reason
It promised me everything
Dreaming scarcely compared
To lucidity
Stupidity fluently
wearing fear like
Its  scary and weird.
Apparently I believed
My gender was cleared
Discussion of subject
I believed dear truth was the logic
No matter the cost
Of rocking the opposite

So I want it to stop it
And come out the closet.
I'm not a rock star
Or a monster. But
I will be a goddess.
If all of me wants it
I'm married to God.
And the world watched me constant
Seen my small ******* top less.
Yeah trump was a topic
Forget political talks when
I'm just steady in complex
Its inevitable knockout
Clocks up
Talks off
Whats it got.
*** I've stopped
Talking off the cuff.
I don't know but I want to see what it gots

He's my witness.
Got no fiction
I got a beat from my heart
And its skipping
Like a discman...
He's my savior
Got no different
Tripping over wishes
Like its Santa clause at Christmas.
No doubt
Hes all love and im
Mother of a lullaby.
I flutter like a butterfly...
No promise
Hes like so what if I
Tell you that I love you
You love me like no other guy....
Drums and lights
He kisses me.
I shut the lights
And **** him till the sun is high

Feel his hand in lucid dreams
With human beings
The stupid things I've seen
The mood that's been
A movie scene
That sparkles in a pile of
Thefted rubies. Blue ishgreen
Diamonds
Like a huge of bleeding
Blue that leaves a looming
Rumour onthe topic of
What we thought we knew of things
Foolish me
To pursue any status other than
Of a foolish human being
Who thought he knew too many things
So he could superceded. The
Rules of the supreme
The one who cleans the slate
Of every room untill
The sleeping tomb is clean
For man to rest
Free from doom
He who grew in peace
Who never knew the gruesome beast
Or pledged a word in shadows
Just to change his mood for jesus
I must admit I'm dark
And due for grief
For how I've sewn this seed
For new hope of things
Now I know it's me
That's broke and weak
I mostly speak
Of hope. And getting sober
So many reasons
That god chose me
To be a spoken thought you may recieve.
Though its grandiose of me to leave
A complex I h0nestly believe
I'm both a joker with a poker
Cheat stowed up his sleeve.
And a fire poker prodding burning smoke. From choking fallen trees
That burn
The words of fallout boy
Are to hard to believe
To hear a signal
Never seeing
Your the mirror image of
Every thing you make of decisions
Dreams
And things that you believe.

Avoid crack *******.
Cooking its lethally destructive.
These aren't peanut butter
Cookies in this mother *******
Oven.
Jordan gablehouse.
Name stunted.
Just jordan I'm discussing
Cause the most famous
Go by one name
Like Shakira. J lo.
Britney and mclovin
But im writing such ******* dumb ****.
The assumption is.
My brain is on dysfunction.
*******.
No name bologna.
AND A bunch of bananas
In my lunch kit.
When I wake from this
Corruption.
Hope I realize the love I gave to someone was enough
To make me sacred and special.
Enough to love it

Talk sick vocab.
Nomad with a rebel grip.
No man. Waves
At sailing ships.
Like water waves hi
To welcome it.
Deposit. Currency.
For emergency .
Or my **** runs a deficit
Whether.
Interest develops.
Like percentage on a bank loan.
Set a record pace
And rate intelligence based.
On sway flows.

Build the bank like the river does.
The **** constructed as tough as
A Columbian missile truck
Missile head seeking heat.
Hot when I get a sick to ****

lets skip this,
his mind was ******
he lusted for the world
his eyes were like pearls
and songs on repeat
he trusted his labedo
as he made a new friend
the two were of mostly the hetero type
but with curious disregard
he made bonds with others in the circle
but never straying too far
from the object of his desire
the two were like ambient sounds of birds chirping across the stream,
coming in close but never truly being one
just simply observing eachother in the small surrender
of the peaceful world
and as time went on we decided that sometimes
birds must flock to their own
but still i remember that beautiful song
and what a way it was

Interrogation of my brain
Is useless its a land mine.
I lie. And act delusional.
Its practically my past time.
Delivery en pointe
Like ballet slippers at dance time.
I lose track of seconds.
Redirecting every definition
That exists into a bad rhyme
If little ***** was victory
I'm winning by a land slide.

Living in a constant bliss...
The thought of this
Shared product
Of imagination pain happiness
And consciousness
Turn intoxication by the devine
Autopsy of the body
God detoxed... at ten o'clock
Of the planet as a paradox
As it was before we got this *****
On hembero talk
And staring box like thought
As policy for Brad ***
To lay the bad talks...
On Monica and phoebe....
As our friends... grab
Fat socks out the slap box
And drown bad clocks
As time becomes
Reversed from sad walks
To fat pockets...
Happy grant sponsors..
College grants
And prophets of a child
With script to battle
Mad hops
Any feeling you incurred
In blurry earth shock

Like his first clock is

burned in terminal
Rehearsal of a dirt moccasin

And thirsty inferno
Of hell before you and mercy population...
Sent from hell sprang up
And first walked...
Before you and the all mother first talked

Wanna say some big words.
Dig first.
And pull the remaining numbers.
After making half a fraction.
Of this big world.
But **** it. It's a glimpse. In time.
Like me oh **** it I'm a big girl.
I make **** stir. So fry. Them veggies
You noodle heads.
Bite your lip. . And flip it till the lid burns......
Like I dont want to chem death.
Sail away. Before my essence.
Lives its seven lessons
Inside our fixed world
Opening a can of millipedes
A hundred feet.
Marching with the big worms.
I really know Michelle.
Became addicted
After twisting. Paths
With trans vibes
Hoping substances made big girls...
So I'm scared to get addicted.
**** is risky
With my home address.
Resident. To solely live in this world.
This girl.
Ninja turtle. Tunnel vision.
Fixed on splinter
Better get shredder when my **** hurts.
Competitive. My shell. A diamond stone
That's hard and cold.
The compress. Make complex.
Diamond.... born of coal.
My home away from home
Not roads you name.
Unknown and overgrown
But rode daily just the same

My shoes. The souls.
A gentle step.
From. Being properly formed. Bit torn But more like love protection
From the storm. And worn to keep me warm.
My insides crack like. Magic. God snaps. His fingers. My back gets cracking
My lungs a cancer tract.
I hope that I cough up
What's  remaining brain cells still
In practice
Need to quit. This ***** severe
My weirdness. Kept inside madness
Magically appears
Until the emptiness grows near.
Dreading life without a change.
My world of pain.
And shame and tears...
I need god. To motive make.
A slow and most dramatically break.
That lowly flows from head to toe

*** mona the warrior. So waits...
Severed head. To overflow her plate
Tony tucker. Get it straight.
Blood flows like smuggled dope
Inside the freights.
Tryna show off something
Unnacomplished yet. Seems
So ******* fake.
Refrain from saying it.
Till god actually breaks your face....
Have a toilet autopsy. Inquiry. Into the king's untimely death.
My queen forgets. The torment lent to her at his hands inside her head




**** me. I **** at transformations.
Leave it to someone who's better.
I tried when I was a teen.
Couldn't do it.
Trying now. Really not happening.
If it happens awesome if not. Well oh well.

forget everything ive ever said,,, yes
heres Elliot ness
your my chaos distress,
and though deliverance is petty
im a devilish mess
ive invested many seconds
in this life of pretend

but im invested in it
till you suggested that it
could be a second in time
if i forgive and forget

nuff said
your eyes, the calm quiet of night before the stars hide from the day
your heart, the warm touch of fire before the flame dies
and in this thought my only hope remains
that when the well runs dry
ill still hear your whistle in the swaying pines
and my life with you means more than the loss i forgot
and the loss left behind

and if you knew the love
i have in my heart for you was the same
as the day that we met
would it tell you to stay

Retro vert. The textual vibe
I invest in pride
Slide messages in sensor
Self describing pleasure highs....
Connecting..  metal kindness...
To electric static...
Central minded...
Sentimental vibes
Eclectic collection... of a matchstick
Mattress... of the devils eyes...
My kettle black... the *** is
Metal mind...
One color somehow better
But never mind....
Shadows of a cemetery
Narrowly been scared
To climb and settle back
Down resting fine...
Underground...
A sentinel of sensory perception
We can sense is blind
Depth of messages in
Mentorship with blessed heavens glimpse and left behind
The dead to test the time...
And steven brandy fine as whine
I guess its best if I..  recollect...
What they've left behind...
But I'm willing to be the best
Thing to them... I won't get jealous...
Of these men of mine...
Neither pretend its fine...
I want you blessed and I...
Love *** with guys...
Girls and sweat *** describes
As collective headspace..
Detention vibes... of sensing highs
Between Steven's eyes and
Brandys thighs.... oh man your fine...

Break....... from the way we live.
In death we learn
Ambitions price.
Is the devils little ***** sin
Better yet
we discover that we  never really learned to lived
It's not a component you forget.
Nor a burden you can give. Away.
The maiden voyage.
Of a little train.
Grown up and Stuck inside the middle lane...
While corporate misers
Rise and fall.
You still feel the same.
And if the walls could talk...
They'd be saying.....
They'd be saying....
Jordan dont waste your life away.
The songs and poems tomorrow knows were written yesterday.
And all the ways the corruption breeds
Dont become a slave after you've been freed....
So just break.

Breaking bones.
Break my face.
Inside a voice thats laced with hate it tastes
Like sour grapes. And stains
The shades of make up on my face..
Until it becomes a break against the tidal waves.
That brave the way. To break against the colossal. Impossible odds. The stones. That make me feel this way...
Like hands massaging.. me.
My arteries.
The marching feet. That carry. All of me. To deposit blood upon the sand...
Acknowledge me.. again
As not a man. But a goddess. In the grand...
And make honest thought to keep me in your plans..
When you want to be my man...
*** pain ain't strange...
When beauty. Comes from scars.
That shape my skin.
Like Mark's upon a treasure map....
The pleasures max.
And now my spinal makes a final crack...
And lines of marching. Ants.
Take sweet sugar. From my hand and plant it in my mammogram.
When feet feel cozy.. my nose gets rosy. *** I focus on that. So mybody pain ain't half as bad.
How does God manage that.
My wrists crack. And my face racks.
Tackle matter in my ***.
And spread mass to make it fat.
Like every chick. Who ******
The guys I liked.
And left their heart.
In bags. For trash. So they could cry to me.
And ask for guidance. *** I'm a man.
And not an object for attachment.
******. God if you want my ****.
You can have it back.
******* snap my back.
Compress my tissue. Bone
And body fat.
Until I scream. For mercy.
Little *****. See blackness
Smell disaster.
Should come faster. But I'm scared
With every fraction.
Of Intelligence. Still left.
Inside this shattered mind.
Left behind
By peers. Who grew in comfort
While I became an addict.
And a savage
Just to hide the sadness in my eyes...
So my dad. Could laugh and mask his
Hiding lies behind depression.
Regret. And life lessons
I held to hide.
Like every girl has thoughts about her father
When their nine.
So I did every opposite..
At development. And centered life around a lie.
That creeped inside.
Like snakes to slide. Like leather hide that hides a knife.
Inside a pocket where no mods can grow
Although its wet inside
But that's my life. I need to try.
And live it right.
I love my kids and popcorn.
But the rest was just inside.
I ****** everybody's life.
So it's time to dusk the fields
So moons can rise. And light the
Paths. Of every mindful ray of light left in my eyes.
And still my tummy rumbles.
It's a jungle when harambe.
Captive.
Lashes out against. A cavity
Till it breaks.
Like waves against the sand.
And shake my hand.
And say my name.
It makes me wet. To
Know you want me.
Now that I dont want you back

Hey this is stupid
Wheres cupid.
Show me the hopeful broken arrows
Mood is beautiful
Cave is doomed but
The entrance soon won't be so narrow
If you swoon
And make me move
Debonair with flair ...be oh so careful
Bruises on your shaft
Because the stupid
Gold is overflowing from your barrel
Told you better to be
Foolish
End up with two kids
Than be careful and end up with
Half a barrel
Buy a stairway upto heaven
Hazard pay in devil stairwell.
Peril path abandon
Gold. I warned you to be careful

Everybody love everyone
Dignity and forgiveness
No bigotry
And hate afflicted resistance
If the nazis and Christian's
Can drop arms and celebrate
Christmas
I'm pretty sure hate can't exist in
A wish
By your kids that you make
Fair decisions
And give them
A chance to reclaim this planet's
Conditions
No gimmicks I just persist
In adverse conditions
Yet frail like a ribbon
But surgical precision
Like a ****** witness
Trying to work
A purp for conviction
It's the terms I work
My purpose driven
Emergence of a surface for friction
Between the **** of the law
And my blurry admission

Fascination with creations judgement
Free spaces. Nature free running
Sky to touch
And hearts keep humming.
Smart as bees
The wings a buzzing
Impossible to fly
To them means nothing
Free your self from
Lies and clutter
Judge none at all
Not even your mother.
Pride is false.
It speaks in stutters.
Spread growth like seeds
To bloom in summer
Run with horses
Feel the ground.
Spirits free
The fleeting sound.
Beating fast
With leaves of change
Gemma g
Freeze this seething pain.
Ask one question
Free from blame
Who is myself
Accept the change or he remains

Dramatic changes
In my atmosphere
No hazard here
Pain. Rejection.  Regret
Do no damage here
Bad I hear
But Have no fear
Rejoice in happy tears
Madness disappears
And gravity escapes
The sound collapsing
As you glance at me
As my words
Ensare your passive ears

Hail Mary. Tupac. Written verse
In 30 minutes. The definition
Tupac in blessed ambition.
Favorite of Jake quitley
Logans friend
Who has ascended into heaven...

Masterpieces in breThing form.
Kids in between teaching
From experience of parents.
As we see the norms.
What we teaching more
Or what we experience more
Human beings
In the demons whordes
Don't feed the pour
America in
Between two wars...
Or feeding Pablo. Chavo. Chapo
From a  need for more....
Legalize the narcotics
Education.. safe product
And be informed....
Kids stay sober
In happy homes.
But addicts come in many form...

Legalize get addicts clean supply...
And control the street side
Spend the profits on rehabbing
The diseased minds...
Build street wise kids...
With clean minds...
By telling them hey weeds fine...
But you wouldn't be pushing dope
At 17 guy...
If your momma had free time...
To nourish you
Instead of working all her cheap life....
*** our economy
Rapes. The hurting. With three lies...
Paper. Home and labor
Add upto a free life...
Than they ******* three times...

Anyway economics state..
If you bust a shipment of supply
The demand stays high
Supply is low so prices rise...
The cartel gets the same price...
After getting raided twice...
Jail time. Incarceration
Have a major price....
Cons get educated on gangs
Violence. And heinous crimes...
While the state pays the raising price...
To let them stay in jail for life....
And upon release. They couldn't score a job. If they were walking into
A Chinese brothel with a bag of rice....
Yeah the bag of ice
Has an asking price
It takes half your life....
Legalize. And cultivate. Jobs made.
Retail vendors...
Rehab the addict mind...
While casual users...
Don't die from
A massive spike. Of fentanyl
And Pablo won't get

Half as rich.
As the government.
Investing profits. To social programs
Half of which...
Would reduce poverty
In potential addict kids...
Demand would drop
As generations gap the addict twitch
And live clean
Sober satisfactionate....
But ghats way to crazy
To imagine it
When **** is still illegal
In America...
******* amateurs its just cannabis...
It is medicine... better re examine it...

Poetic justice for a promise to the bigoted..
This racial in equality.. divergence.
Has been scripted *****.. the promise for my children's crib..
Is limitless
Should inherit valued truths.
Not lies politics ****** disentary ignorance...
With masks and motives hid...
While I'm devoting this poem.
Hoping Biden gets the bid
And ******* fixes it...
You witless *****
Are runny like reindeer
After exctacy and Christmas hits..
So capitalism riddled emptiness
Consumes our every sentient
Existlessness.

Settle in a point of peace.
Anoint your sleep
Free from demons.
Sleep with hope and dreams.
The noise you breathe
The closing motion scenes
Where once was voiceless screams.
Poisoned streams.
And emotion bleeds.
Uou show your feet
With slow defeat
Your lies will
Grow like weeds
If you can't grow
With flowing peace
Releasing truths
You mostly keep
As burdens in your golden fleece.
And show your feats
Your broken feet.
That roses grow on concrete
Streets
Moses leaped like toads
And locust
With devotion
At the unknowing keep
Of sacred souls
And ***** so deep
The same way
You must free yourself
From poison speech
Believe in thrones
Of Joseph's sheep
I dont know if I'm going to deep
I try to know what the Bible teach
But im scared I'm worthless
My lies are deep.
Inside they creep.
Like flies to feast.
My child just smile and rise to feet.
You cry at least.
And try to beat
The miles between.
Your pride and meek
Its your time to speak
Praise higher power
Its raising lives
The final hour.
And ifs not time to weep

Let me be clear my reality is torturous
My delusions
Proof of rediculous ego
disproportionate
To intelligent logic.
Sad deformed
And torn like documents
In storage bins
. That show. Moments
Of my pre collosal morbidness
And internal shore
Of sailors coming home
To get awards for valour
On Normandy shores and ****.

Take awY the course of tomorrow
When my secret is
Clean but born of demons
And ***** that gets me *****
Like of course
Thats all it is.
If I just swallow it.
I have to acknowledge everything
From torment
Positive attraction
Satisfaction and the opposite
The closet kid.
With a tropical climate.
Thats an obstacle.
To any bit of purpose
I'm nervous
Marshall law will be a distraction
From the constant thought
F
That God is law.
And I'm all thats wrong
With all this holding on
I want whatevers law
To set str8 whats wrong
And quit holding on
And change.
Embrace and face my god
Away from godlessness
Or at least stop me
From talking ****
Or least make me more cautious ****

Television morals.. buy a family scene
Familiar with normality...
Till your family met me...
Sadly its just what happened to we
Who were on the planet.
When this happened to me

Worldwide enveloping sensory sentiments
Sent from truth
My mental being directly to you for a heavenly feeling eventually grew...
There's a devil in you
But
The devils no credible threat dude
When you got God..  and a mental legion of intelligent heads who...
Show you the settle of smoke
Like seeing television elements
A fresh view...
Shredding former head space...
That your past pretends to
Be the best you...
But you know... the best move..
Is a sunrise...
touch the sky with color
Like Bob Ross lives in the guestroom
Change is every season..
Check mate Ricky Romano..
You loveable goof
You got the next move....

Break it down for a second
Spare me obnoxious
She wants me lying in conscious
Kept in the transgender  closet...
I bring my want into gods lips
Its hot and humid
The crop of ****** chocolate filled tropics...
While dropping designs for a pocket held mom im learning on phonix
So ******* like her
understand electronics
Learn how to stop all the talk **** learn what a mom is....
And promise the world to start a new process
She holds the flame for a cosmic
Twitch and thinks she's so hot ****...
I get her steven irwin
And compare her to crock ****....

While steven irvine is everything
I'm in love with his new life.
Settled down with a new wife...
Gave up crime...
Who the **** knew right....
I love that kid to death...
Soon I... see his heart as a fuel light
For the earth to birth new
Rights... soon life will boom
I consent him to rule high....
While she loses her fool mind
.....

Lets be honest ***...
I'm best done
As trans playing dress up
You best run
To stick ball... you hit the mud I wish you the best luck....
I'm more into chess club
By knight im a queen. My king
Is at my command... so don't pawn that ring you got from your man...


I'm confused by my own wants ***
You hold power and sway...
But my transition
Is firm as a ***** is a *****...
Relay the mechanics...
I dont think that your gay
I'll have a ******
What more you want me to say....
I love men im addicted
To mister dorien grey...
And pain come to pleasure
I'm sorely the same....
So forget why you border
On morbid insane...
And reorder your life
And ignore all the pain

testaments like rick shaws
carry monsters to the fair
aware
im staring at the glare
that shares the longing for your hair
and in despair
i take my mind into a foreign shop to eat
the chinese cream
and tea that treats me to
a very foreign theme
the thought of prisoners
held captive
but in a very nice abode
perhaps a glimpse of mtv cribs
*** she lives nicer than my home

Every breath
Every step.
Every single second spent in your head.
Like love.
Like death.
The more I spend. The more I get in message

I bless ya. Find me like heaven does.
In the entrance of.
The devils cut.

Find me living. Girl. Seconds minutes in your play ground.
Did I mention its best in forever
**** what you heard.
What you say now

God has my silent wishes
Beyond my odd addictions
I made boxes as a kid
Marked oxygen deficient...

To finally think its
Different...
Out the box...
I hated Sox
My parents stocked for Christmas...

My boxes empty
Lungs exhausted
Spoiled rotten
Oxygen deficient.

Meant to breathe
But in my dreams.
I see
No honour system
Left In this existance

there is a shadow
beyond the morgue
where those souls come in droves

they sit in silence,
echoes longing,,,,

the unknown mind
consioscly talking

the death do part
and in between

the souls come flocking
like birds of beast

and in this pain,
you must decide

does life have meaning
after suicide

chorus
does the light still haunt the corners
of the room
does your memory still wander
to the places that you knew
did you make ammense
with lacking common sense
it was never your fault
never your fault


she said goodbye
in a letter on the cabinet
her goodbye letter
with the words
she put in rap and

you read the letter
tear soaked pages
dead inside,,

she left
the world an empty
place, christys suicide


does the light still haunt the corners of the room
do you still think back
to the memories you knew
does it still make you sad
when feeling comes from that sad thought
remember babe,
oh babe it was never, i mean never your fault

Hell or high-water.
Ill make it the greatest
Well hi to thy father
Im eternally changing...
Why bother
When thy son is your daughter
*** change in the making.
Product of honor
And gods earth creation.
When water is shaking
Hydroponics. Hypnotic methods
Gods earthly creation

Cot blood with a heated iron.
Trees and wires
Growing like poetry
In the deep seated desire
Of subconscious theater
Jehovah you know Allah  leafs.
4 local **** supplier
Legalize it
With freedom writer
The **** to grow. And keep us higher
Mentor to the season.
Seeds and dreams.
A blaze with freestyle fire

I'm a massive ****** case.
With a plot to diffuse
The system in debt
To a chronic medicine
When its properly used
Its the best
***
god wants *** to be used
Smoke it and snooze
Get lots of rest
Medicine for  glaucoma too...
Hemp grows round the clock
You know it's the best
Cbd is joint remedy.
Like a detox for rock-bottom
Dudes. In a sweat
Toxins and McDonald's food
Mob in a sauna room...
Marijuanna is meds.

In which we chase love.
To have material belongings
And social status gives us value.
And for the shallow.
The envy of others is a gainful employment.
Only man in his madness would give promise to greed over
Virtue.
So many problems with the occupation of false worth.
And with social evolution comes complexities
Impossible to navigate.
We as humans are a social animal
The tribe is essentially life
And to be outsided out casted
And exiled is near death.
So buying into norms becomes
Social responsibility
Born from necessity
And to be different is a statement made only by the brave.
With conformity
comes the corruption of the spirit
Laying waste to human creativity
Inspiration and song
What if I told you
True worth was far more elusive than
A bank account and a condo in the hills.
Yet far more valuable.
It starts with not giving a ****
Like coconuts
I do not think they give two *****.
Hard as nails.
And delicious.
They got it all figured out
That was stupid but you get the point

Surge inside my brain

Words in little letter form.

Firstly in the way

regret which uve never 

done before




Smiles and all the nervousness

Sink in beyond the surface 'which

The mirror deep inside reveals

A person in the turbulence




Mercy in your heart

When its urgently in need

Looking on to persons

Facing turbulence like me




Ghosts beyond the grave

And bones make me afraid

Hate the little way

You make me unafraid




I'm in the closing seconds

Between

Distinction and dysfunction

Baring my fists upon the brink

And torn here at this junction

Don't ever get complacent
In this game of hurricanes
Doctor dres... half dollars...
m and ms
  two chocolate stains
I sampled recordings
As youth of rockets in space
Like aftermath of tupacalypse
Day
With lambs to slaughter like
I'm lion (lying) I'm not closeted gay
Nor trans nor angry constantly
I just like my Walkman ok....
So get lost. I'm mapping out my plot to escape....
Smoking chronic with logic..
To not acknowledge the weight....
Take me to the doctor im always in pain....
**** the palms sweaty
Trees ready. Like a tropical place
Spaghetti stains
Doctor dre tell my mom.
I eat this way *** im obnoxious ok....
If i wasn't so high.
I'd probably vomet
But this chocolate is great...
Can't eat it at all...
**** the closeted brain.....

In close you see the soulless monster
addiction swelling goblins concert
Pharmisists are God
And God's synonymous with doctor
Rehabs not an option.
When your the sheep being taught your  meant for slaughter.
Promise
I'll go broke to know my honour
When my Hope's have
Flown alone. Like whisps
Of smoke upon the water...