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Jan 30 · 47
Goodbye best friend
I don’t know what I’m going to say
Emotional blockage, it’s here to stay
I’ve been waiting for a moment, I’m not ok
Letter was awful, I lost my ways
I need to accept, that things do change
Hall of shame, from the hall of fame
I can’t keep going, when I hear your name
2 couples together, it drives me insane
I hurt so many, birds out of my cage
Swan dancing to the ground
A last resort all those found
The King of Queens is now the jester of spades
Why I do mess up everything
I have desperate urges to reach out back to you
But our similarities became our differences
Maybe that’s why you went long distance
It’s my fault, I ask for your knowledge and forgiveness
I know that things went differently
I broke our rules
Now I’m hurting without you
Time has healed me from obsessive activities
But sometimes it leads to dark tendencies
My choices led to false fantasies
The rumors are now insecurities
I pray for another beginning
But this is all a fable, never a bed time love story
It’s my reality, I wish to hide from
Curtains are closed, the shitshow is done
Dec 2024 · 30
Tomorrow?
Nicholas Naylor Dec 2024
Tomorrow is like a broken promise
A heart that can stop as soon as it happens
A lovely song, or lonely lullaby a place where all can hide
Tears awaken with the family’s traditions but can easily be confused with ill intentions
Condition with dark energy of those who fool thee
A nightmare awoken from a bedtime story
That’s why most of us pray, yesterday we drink, others due dates are paid, what can I say, it was a very good day
Morning happens when you wake up from sleep, or tomorrow gives you a set pair of wings
Oct 2024 · 314
It’s all a dream
Nicholas Naylor Oct 2024
I have nightmares about this
I can’t keep myself awake
Mistakes I make
It’s just a business
No forgiveness
Humble yourself at my request
So my nightmare comes, more at best
I apologize for my ignorance
But this is an original experience
I want one dream, love and affection
But it won’t stop, it needs to happen
Is this hell? Or purgatory
Maybe next time, what’s your story?
Oct 2024 · 359
Other options
Nicholas Naylor Oct 2024
If you have other options
Is that love?

If you’re blinded from the curtains

Is that person worth it?

If you ever feel down

Can you climb back up?

Do you hear her voice, or hear your own sound?

Or are you going to proceed

Living in your dreams

Visions blinded you
I don’t know how else to tell you,
But you’re becoming someone else
You’re a broken heart, go get help.
Sep 2024 · 222
Vows
Nicholas Naylor Sep 2024
When we go our separate ways, I’ll still remember your presence. Keep in touch with me with all your needs and wishes. I’ll still pull through for the promises we kept. Just give me the opportunity to love you with distance, so we can all have better days, wish each other peace when all of this ends. Tomorrow is a new beginning, so let’s have a silent song. If it matters at all, I still love you.
Sep 2024 · 213
A helping hand
Nicholas Naylor Sep 2024
I live life, carrying it like a backpack no time for crying, there is no going back.

Love is just consequences, full of unwanted questions.
Help me with my decisions, before I listen to suggestions
no heart meets your standard definition.

It’s hard to make choices  when two stories surface,

we
already known the answer, but it’s stuck in our mind forever.


I beg you just one time keep my secret under
actually never mind
the allegations have been answered.
Sep 2024 · 179
A mending heart
Nicholas Naylor Sep 2024
Al green and I have the same questions
How can you mend a broken heart without facing addictions
How do you move on from a situation
When she gave you the world, but her eyes made you mistaken
It’s how life is, it’s mandatory
But it’s a fable, love has no story
Ending it, believing it, keeps me away from cutting
Did you confuse lust with love? Maybe you do deserve it
Listen to her music, it’s going to be ok, but once you take the headphones out, it’s back to feeling pain, I’m insane, I hear her name, todays not the day
It’s time I hide away
Aug 2024 · 169
Love Disorder
Nicholas Naylor Aug 2024
Sometimes I wish I was attractive
Others think it’s happy little accidents
Most of them have no accountability
Their actions come from no loyalty
Leave me in the dust for more of your cruelty
And blind the others with your fake imagery
Imagining is not reality
We’re just victims to your following
If you had the choice, would you take it?
Or leave it at dawn, for others to believe it.

— The End —