I love you

words that have so much meaning. so much power. So much potential and yet taken for granted.

I love you* she whispered to him for the first time. She's never told anyone these three words before but this time it just felt so right. He smiled and kissed her. He words latched on to her back which brought her spirit soaring like never before.

I love you he spoke to her over the phone as his left foot stepped forward over the 25 floor drop in front of him. He suspected that the words he spoke crept out of his mouth not towards his love as he had hoped but instead it fell, just as he fell. It was as if the words stuck to his body and weighed him down so hard that could not do anything but plummet down.

I love you she mouthed to her child as the infant grasped her finger. She looked at the child with so much caring, warmth and tenderness that it was no wonder he was so silent. He lay soundly, reassured that all was right for him.

Maybe we aren't meant to be

Maybe our lives are not stars

meeting in the same constellations

or

maybe I am not the one

meant to walk you down in black and white

and

maybe we aren't meant to be



but we are.

and that is much more than I can ask for




Tomorrow or not.

I know I love you now.

a brief moment of clarity
a moment of grace is all it takes  
to truly surrender

the hard part is to keep surrendering
a day at a time, but not as hard as
living in the hell of my disease

grateful to be free just for today
and to be trudging
on this "road of happy destiny"

The thought of his lips touching mine
The closed eyes
The heart beat
Being one
Two different soul

The thought of his hands on my waist
Tickling fun
Naughty words
Dancing night
Two opposite poles

The thought of him on top of me
Sweet pain
Silent moan
Sweating along
Two musical notes

The thought of night with him alone
Racing tides
Jumping nerves
Thousands of miles
Getting short

The thought of him not letting me go
Wistful thinking
Raining wishes
Decided by fate
Time is at stake....

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Nature assigns the Sun—
That—is Astronomy—
Nature cannot enact a Friend—
That—is Astrology.