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  Mar 2018 Srijani Sarkar
Phoenix
I tried to write a poem
about how I felt
but
the paper just stayed empty because

how do you write out
the sudden realization
that because you trusted and told a secret
a friend will never look at you the same

how do you write out
your screams when
he lays his cold hands
on your body

how do you write out
the red of your skin
after trying to
scrub his touch off

how do you write out
the sound of her voice
when she laughs and
calls your name

how do you write out
the taste of your tears
when your parents say
you’ll always be a girl

how do you write out
loneliness and watching
your two friends talk and laugh
while you just sit quietly

how do you write out
jealousy and regret
when you see how little
everyone cares

I don’t know how
to write this poem
I guess I’m just not
a good poet.
I'm just not a good poet.
On the pier of life I sit,
dangling in my thoughts.
Days past I'd be fishing
for the stars,
happy in my thoughts.
A small fish here,
a small fish there,
it mattered.
I had something.
Now my eyes close
to the horizon,
to my reflection of the sea,
and to life.
Birds flock to the skies,
in harmony,
with the wind,
with each other,
over singing trees
and ryhming seas,
in communal and in chorus.
My dark eyes look up,
mournful.
For how I thirst the album of life,
fervent and epic.
Resigned I sit,
my shoulders sagging,
my closing feet dangling
at the end of the pier.
I close my eyes
and think of my pallbearers,
laughing.
I imagine their lips,
curt little whispers,
my epithaph,
he did get his feet wet in life.

Logan Robertson

3/30/2018
  Mar 2018 Srijani Sarkar
Star BG
With focused mind
I took a drop of pain
mixed it with love,
and understanding its a tool.
The result the pain dissipated
to feel peace.
Inspired by Traveler Thanks
We as conscious evolving beings have power with our thoughts. Us it and your life will change. This truth should be taught in schools. We are now awakening to realize that we control our reality. We are children with sparks of the Divine meant to expand and be free to construct our lives inside love. Its God's decree that we live in freedom as evolved beings. That we become active members of the galaxy shedding our old programed beliefs for harmony.
  Mar 2018 Srijani Sarkar
Star BG
gently breeze,
inside breath I sit,
connected to present moment.
Sun rises in beauty.
Birds sing with joyful song.
Waves touch shoreline.
And mountains divine
become landscape
against blue sky.

With gentle breeze,
inside breath I stand,
connect to present moment.
Affirmations surface to aid.
Alignment with love is felt
Self is renewed
to dance in my divinity
as landscape expands
in cloudless sky.

With gentle breeze,
I merge celebrating
the golden aspects
of my Divine self.
A gift present
to move in breeze
and change the world.
  Mar 2018 Srijani Sarkar
JP
Only time,
his alarm allowed
him to sleep..
  Mar 2018 Srijani Sarkar
fdg
full stomach, aching chest
i try again to push my fingers through the screen of my phone
(i just want to brush my fingertips against yours while we call)
i am full of desire
for conflict = love vs. lust, joy vs. death
meaning
i'm not quite sure what i want some nights,
but i always want to be next to you

love poems make me nauseous sometimes, looking back at all the past ones i wrote thinking the feeling might last
but naively, perhaps, i'll say that you feel very different  
i'm not afraid either way...
(okay. afraid of losing you, too)
one small thing may be enough



each day comes layered



some pain persists

slowly





changes



with some interventions



have you heard about the brigands?
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