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  May 2014 Monkey
breanna neal
WHY
I ask why, you wave goodbye
I say hello, you say no
I wonder how weve come to this, you go on like theres nothing you'd ever miss
I cry myself to sleep at night, while your crushing my heart squeezing tight
I feel the ripping of my chest being opened, while you tug and pull on the ropes end
I am dead...ill...still you go on as if there never was or will
Its obvious who this goes to if he even cares enough to read it
Monkey May 2014
He is lying down in his bed. His mind is overloaded with worries. Worries about life. Worries about death. Worries about who he is. Worries about what he is. Worries about why he is. All his friends call him crazy because he doesn't like money. They say evil spirits have taken over his body. They call him lunatic. They make him feel unique. But they don't know. They don't understand. They don't understand that they live in different worlds. They are so blind folded by the illusions of life that they do not know where they are. He doesn't blame them. He blames God. He knows God can open all these people's eyes but He choses not to. He doesn't understand the ways of God but he respects them because he has faith in
God. He still persists to be who he is despite what all his friends say. They had taken him to countless psychiatrists. They said he had Diogenes syndrome.  But he knows that no such syndrome exists. It was just another word for different. But they wouldn't understand that. They never understand anything. He was alone in his world. No one other than him and his ghosts lived there.  His mind was never empty. He was always occupied. He didn't know anything else. His skill was thinking. Too bad that skill wasn't appreciated where he was. And just like that he killed himself. Doing what he does best. Thinking. He thought himself to his own death. And now he understood everything. Who he was. What he was. Why he was. He got it all. Everything is so clear to him now. He no longer has to think. He is finally at peace.
Monkey May 2014
Lets build walls around us and paint them in different bright colors.
Lets live just me and you.
Let us find each other through our strengths and weaknesses.
Let us observe each others lips with our lips.
Let us understand each other and be one.
Let us understand each other through our eyes.
Let us feed of each others emotions.
Monkey May 2014
Who is person that they call beauty?

Why does beauty exist?

Does beauty know that it had hurt so many people?

Does beauty do this on purpose?

Is beauty a curse?

I think beauty is a curse and should be punished.

We should **** beauty.

Just like it killed countless souls.

Beauty is sneaky.

Beauty deceives.

Beauty should only exist behind ugly.

But too bad society thought ugly was a curse and destroyed it.

Ugly is the true beauty.

And that makes ugly a curse.

This means nothing should exist.
  May 2014 Monkey
Shane Oltingir
I, one day, wondered, whether I,
Was loved by she whom spent my time,
My money, patience, days and nights;
I wondered if her words were true.

So lost, and feeling loveless, I
Wondered long into the night,
With nothing left to warm my heart --
For my burning joy had smoked them all.

I decided that I was not loved;
From me she stole the very last
Inch of thought, and sleep, and cigarette
And not a thank you, from her lips, did pass.

I awoke to find myself alone,
Her presence preserved in mountainous ash;
And beside me where she used lay,
Was a house made out of cigarettes --
Graffiti'd with a note which read:
"A pack for every one you gave."
Monkey May 2014
Trees
Trees everywhere
Beautiful trees for endless miles

Buildings
Ugly buildings everywhere
Ugly buildings for endless miles

Animals
Beautiful animals running freely
Beautiful animals being beautiful

Animals
Miserable animals locked in cages
Miserable animals being miserable

Air
Fresh air everywhere
Fresh air filling our lungs

Air
Filthy polluted air
Filthy polluted air killing our lungs

Should man have been given this much power?
All man did is destroy its surroundings
Man tried to make the society around man adapt to man
But man ended up having to adapt to the superficial society man built

Wake up when your job tells you to

Eat when your job tells you to

Go home when your job tells you to

What has man done to this world?
Monkey May 2014
Hypocrite. I can't find any other words to describe you. Hypocrite. Saying you won't drink and drinking the next minute. Looking me in the eye and drinking. Have you no honor? Have you no dignity? You're so weak. You gave in so easily. Just to have fun. Just to dance. And what's the price you pay for this? Misery. You chose to live miserably for a few moments of fun. I understand that you can tell someone else you won't do it but then you do it. It's ok we all do that. But how could you deceive yourself. How could you lie to the one person that will be there for you forever. How can you live with yourself when you treat yourself like ****? You bring on your own misery. If you start treating yourself better maybe you won't hate yourself so much.
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