"Your gaining weight stop eating"
It's funny

"Your fat"
I'm hilarious

"Your face is ugly"
I'm laughing so hard

"You have a big nose"
I'm just kidding

"Go **** yourself"
Your so dramatic can't even play along

You say it's a joke
You think it is
But your wrong

I cry to myself because of these "jokes"
I stopped eating like I always did
I hate the way I look now
And now I think about ending it

They asked me this question in class one day

"What do you want to be remembered by?"

I wrote down the answer of what they wanted to hear

But to be honest

I just want to be forgotten
So no one has to hurt when I say
goodbye

This spring was not the best
Neither was it the worst
It was not even amazing

Spring was always my favorite
And it always will be
No matter how bad it is

I just needed someone to save me,
The memories where killing me
I needed to be saved

I was hurting when you told me I didn't love you,
when you told me if it was fun,
When you told me it was my fault.

I broke down the moment you told me it,
Told me "thanks for nothing"
I cried I actually did
But it doesn't matter anymore

Because spring is beautiful no matter what happens,
I'm over it,
I'm done with being guilty.