I've always closed my eyes to perceive my arcane side
Pushed all disorder aside so it no longer has to hide

The journey it takes me on is never calm and sweet
It's full of horror and shadows so chillingly complete

Games of merciless mischief and screams of tortured souls
It makes my interest peak when i of my fantasies take hold

And this blood that drips in oh so many ways
Drips splatters and pools and keeps my manic gaze

I run my finger through the gore and to my lips i taste
Musn't let any drop miss my mouth and go to waste

Next on my list is torture so entertaining
Your limbs i'll stretch till it is squeals you are making

Then to your soft pink belly i'll take a sharp blade
Till all your ****** hot insides are on the table neatly splayed

As you gape at me with terror in your eyes
I carve out your heart for my victory prize

Now that i have set your worthless heart free
I sit in your blood and laugh with maniacal glee
Joyful in the knowledge that your adorable heart you gave to me

I hate this fear inside me
It's eating me alive
Gotta be silent when I wanna run and hide

With every blow you give me I feel even less
A puppet going through the motions, numb, useless

I am floating, lifeless and alone
In this prison that should have been my home

Dragging me down, I crawl on the floor
Please let there be no more

And I can see the darkness slowly creeping
Tearing my soul as I lie broken weeping

Each day I think i'm done, but another one always comes
My tears fall silently in the hell you spun

I'm so damaged but I wont be undone
Not by this, not by anyone.