Wishing you would turn to dust and blow away
For you have killed me, I dare say
Awaiting, forever lost in our past
Not even the most heavenly love could last
The ruling of your goodbyes it will never obey
I’m merely living an infinite black day

The crickets at night remind me of the white sheets that covered us as we laid in love
on a Greek Island where we did it again and again and again...
under an olive tree, in the sea you made love to me
on that midnight stroll they knew I forever lost my heart to you
The crickets at night make me love you again and again and again...

They messed with my head real good
Was it that I misunderstood?
How you kicked the tree ‘till all leafs fell
Left to rot in hell
The freak created is on you
You’re the one who’s cuckoo

Make love to me once more
For it’s impossible to ignore
My mouth on your cheek
The thrill makes me weak
I know for sure
Your love is my cure

Let me tell you about a word
A word that I hate
Horrible letters that skip your ears but reach your heart instead
It doesn’t mean what it says
Likely it’s only a cover up...
For what it rather hides away
I’m never coming back, I don’t care or I’m sorry...
It is a word I have never said to you before
Though you have said it many times
Remember now? It starts with a lie and ends with bye

Y..... it’s me
I crave your love
Your understanding, your words, your eyes, your arms they are mine
You shine on me like a neon light in the pouring rain
You always hold my hand
We’re always together, dozing off in this ocean of warmth and purity
When I still had it in me to loose myself...in your eyes I saw eternal bliss and I love you endlessly
Nothing before or after has ever carried me as your love. Only your fingers through my hair gave meaning and understanding to everything I ever craved
I am crazy for you but crazy I am not

You played hangman with me
It was a four-letter word but it wasn’t love

The demons inside my head, they want me dead
And I’m almost giving up ‘cause they will never stop, destroying me bit my bit
Ripping away the last bit of my heart and soul, keep ******* me into this pitch-black hole

Yep...I went down the drain again
Straight into the sewer of my thoughts