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Always searching
For a reason

Always looking
For a sign

Always seeking
For an answer

Always hunting
All my life

But…

What If
I’m the one who’s lost?

What if
I need to be found?

What if
I’m the one who’s dying?

What if
I’m the one who’s drowned?

Nah… that’s impossible
Loves helping others but never asks for help because they’re convinced they can do everything and don’t need help if they try hard enough? Couldn’t be me.
If I speak my mind
Behind a blank mask,
I do not own the thought
I do not speak my mind
I sit at my chair
For hours on end
Staring at the blank paper

The story is at the tips of my fingers
The characters chatter in my mind, ready to take the stage
But to my horror

My words are gone and only the silence remains
I used to be able to write stories easily, then I joined public school and there just wasn’t any time. On the first holiday break, I sat down and realised, I couldn’t call myself an author anymore.
She had said it when we first met;
Hot, sticky coffee dripping down our shirts,
The paper take-away cup lying on the floor
Forgotten

Back then I had simply laughed it off
Telling her it was fine.
But she insisted on buying me a new one
And so,
Unknowingly sowing a ****
In the fertile soil of my heart,
I said yes

Now
I can’t bring myself to laugh
Or smile
Not when she said those words again
As she cut the rope
And left me yo fall
Into the jaws of the demons
Far

Far



Far





Away from her
Might make this a series
As I grow older
There were more big problems
Overshadowing the small ones
And so I stopped tending to those small things

Like brushing teeth
Or going for walks
Or bathing
Or eating
Or sleeping

Huh… I think I might be dying
Under great stress, people sometimes forget to take care of themselves. So if you’re one of these people, take a short break and drink water or go for a walk around your neighbourhood. These might seem small, but they’re still important.
Lostling 14h
There once was a child
Young as buds not bloomed
With dreams of all that might be.
His spirit, wild
His hair, ungroomed
And hopes far beyond the sea.

His petals grew
Their untouched white
A canvas yet to flower,
But yet he knew
He’d have to fight
For he was not in power.

The glinting shears
And bloodied hands
The heads that often rolled,
He shed his tears
And fled the lands
For he knew those foretold

The taint of red
Forever stained
The cutting of his leaves
His blossoms shred
Forever pained
If the queen he did not please
For the artists that weren't and aren't accepted.
Lostling 14h
I came
I saw
I laughed
I cried
I grew
I flew
I fell
I lied
I hurt
Was hurt
I healed
I sighed
I loved
I loathed
I smiled
I died
I dunno what I was doing
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