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LonerInTheCrowd Sep 2018
It's weird,
How every song,
Of every genre,
Reminded me of you,
Of us.

Dear ex,
Do you remember?
How happy,
Or how reckless we used to be,
Running across even when the light is red.

Or do you remember?
How sad,
Our break up used to be,
When the light is green and I crossed ahead,
Leaving you alone on the other side of the road.

Now years had passed,
And I've got someone else for me instead,
She's lying on your side of the bed,
But it's still your warmth,
That I yearn for on every rainy night.
Moving on because I've got me someone else, yet you're still lingering in my mind. Moving on, because my memory still take me to that day when I left you alone sometimes. Moving on, because I still hope to see you sleeping on your side of the bed. Moving on, because I have yet moved on.
LonerInTheCrowd Sep 2018
You
i say
let's put the baggages down
and i did
only to pick it up again
because i care too much
for you who care too less

i say
let's not care anymore
and i did
only to hurt myself yet again
because i think too much
of you who think of me too less

i say
let's not talk anymore
and I'll be fine
but i don't
because i love too much
for you who love too less
What uses to be us, has niw becomes "you and i" .. so let me just stood here, watching you laughing with someone who's not me ..
LonerInTheCrowd Aug 2018
missed your hi's
perhaps your hellos too
missed all those times
when there used to be us

used to wake up with your text
now all that left is you in my thoughts
wondering if you're okay
or if you're not

so ..
are you okay ?
do you still drink to get drunk ?
or have you stopped now ?

did you wrapped yourself up
when the weather is too cold ?
what about your cat ?
still as cute as ever ?

have i ever crossed your mind ?
even once ?
because you came and lingered in mine
as if it was your playground
Because people became poem when they are no longer reachable by words .. so i write this, with you in mind
LonerInTheCrowd Aug 2018
if you asks me
how important you are
I'd say very

you're the first that i thought of
when i woke up
evey morning of every day

kept your messages for the longest
just to reminisce
when the longing came when i expected the least

got so many things
to remind me of you
from the simplest to the grandest

everyday I'm left to wonder
if you're okay
or if you're not

if only
we're living in the same part of the globe
with no timezones to cope

i wish i can let it show
how much i worry
and how much i care

I'm not the one that you chose
but you're not the one that i wanna lose
and I'm selfish enough to want you close
People become poems when they are no more reachable by words .. And so I wrote this with you in mind, because you are no longer reachable bu words
LonerInTheCrowd Jul 2018
there was once
when i called you dear
and you'll call me darling
I'll hold your hand
and you'll have our fingers intertwined
you'll look into my eyes
like they hold the world
your world ...

but that was then
now everytime I'll call you dear
you'll call me buddy
when i held your hand
you just let me be
and you'll look into my eyes
like they hold nothing
nothing at all ...
When love changes, which would you rather choose - to love and lost; or to never love at all ?

Tell me your answer down below (in the comments box) ..
LonerInTheCrowd Jul 2018
if you asks me
how important you are
I'd say very

you're the first that I thought of
when I woke up
evey morning of every day

kept your messages for the longest
just to reminisce
when the longing came when I expected the least

got so many things
to remind me of you
from the simplest to the grandest

everyday I'm left to wonder
if you're okay
or if you're not

if only
we're living in the same part of the globe
with no timezones to cope

I wish I can let it show
how much I worry
and how much I care

I'm not the one that you chose
but you're not the one that I wanna lose
and I'm selfish enough to want you close
Amanda, one who I've known for not that long, yet she hold a place in my heart.
She got me thinking of her at the oddest hour of the day.
She's wary of her flaws, sometimes I just wish that she could see how perfect she was underneath it all.
Her insecurity got her questioning her worth.
And so i wrote this, with her in mind.
LonerInTheCrowd Jul 2018
It was 3a.m
When I lay awake on my bed
Thinking about you
Thinking about us
And what we could never be

It was 3a.m
When I wished to be just a little bit braver
So that I can tell you
That you're the prettiest
And you look the loveliest when you smile

It was 3a.m
When I wished that I could be just a little bit braver
So that I can look into your eyes and say
I like you
I love you

It was 3a.m
When I was drowned by regrets
Over things that I never do
Words I never say
And you that I've lost

-NZA-
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