I'm aware it's not really my fault,

                                                                     but I'm sorry.

Fickle feelings fuel your mind
Leaving you in a state of confusion
Inside you find your heart is blind
Perpetuating another conclusion

Feelings change once again
Leaning toward a different selection
Ongoing turnabout without end
Perpetuating a loss of direction

you're not as dependent as you assume
                                                          ­        once you leave the room


give your self some time alone
                                                      put down the phone

another seat empty

another missed assignment

another letter grade down on attendance

another excuse email

                             Dear __,
Sorry i'm not in class, i'm not feeling well can you tell me  what I missed? thank you have a great day!
                                            Thanks,     ___
another day i'm a waste

                                            
                                               but professor let me be honest,
                                                         sorry i can't come to class
                                                               i really can't handle anything
                                                        ­              anymore

to often i am living in my head



                    creating situations for myself


                                                         and only me

Don't get to attached because nothing last