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Levi Andrew May 2015
I miss you again
I think you miss me too
pieces of me are missing
I'm not a whole
It seems like yesterday
I was holding you
I'm here again
remembering what it was like to have you
I lost so much
when I lost you
I'll never be the same
I just can't walk away
Not after loving you
I belong to you
I miss her again people. ****.
Levi Andrew May 2015
No
I don't miss you
And I'm so **** happy
about that
For once I don't miss her
Levi Andrew May 2015
"How do you feel about me?"

Well let's see..

I never know how to tell you
It seems as if my words fail and
my lips sew themselves shut
My heart pounds *one thousand
beats per minute
I smile when you message me back
You make me happy although a person shouldn't have control over my emotions
You don't really define me
Yet you do
You make me feel good
And I'd love to cuddle with you
On a blanket underneath the stars
So you can feel what I feel when my heart races, when I think of you
We can dance in the rain
Who cares if you don't know how to dance?
I'll still love you

**this is how I'll tell you, because I want you to know
I love this girl. Is it obvious?
Levi Andrew May 2015
She was the new girl
The shy girl
The one I hadn't quite met yet

She was the soft girl
The quiet soft spoken girl
She is the girl I have fallen for

She is the beautiful girl
The Christian girl
She is the girl I want to be with

She is the hurt girl
Heart ripped out by a past love girl
I can and will love her with all I have
Okay, I've liked this girl for a really long time. And I've had the courage to ask her to a movie and she said yes.
  May 2015 Levi Andrew
Babygirl
Dear Mommy, can you hear me?
Dear  Mommy, am i the person you wanted me to be?
Dear Mommy, I'm sorry your life is not what you hoped for.
Dear Mommy, I'm sorry grandpa went to Heavens door.
Dear Mommy, I really do love you...
Dear Mommy, don't do it, please, is there anything i can say or do?

I know this isn't what you wanted your life to be like.
But it's like learning how to ride a bike...
Sometimes you have to fall off and scrape your knee..
Sometimes you feel the wind on your face, and finally see..
I know we aren't the best of kids and i promise we will do better...
Please mommy, don't write that goodbye letter...

Dear Mommy, i am writing this to you, though you will never see..
Dear Mommy, i still love you, even after all you have done to me.
Dear Mommy, i am sorry for the pain in your heart..
Dear Mommy, please don't leave us, we have needed you from the start.
Dear Mommy, i don't know what else to say or do..
Dear Mommy, i really do love you.

Life has been hard for you.
And it has been hard for me too.
I want you to know  i love you and i will always be here..
Please, put down the gun, you're doing this out of fear..
Taking your life away won't make things any better for you.
It will show us, if life gets hard, we can do what you do..

Dear Mommy, please, don't say goodbye..
Dear Mommy, i know what it feels like to want to die..
Dear Mommy, i can see your pain and i want to help you.
Dear Mommy, if you die, i die too.
Dear Mommy, i am begging you to see..
Dear Mommy, through all this pain, you still have me....
Levi Andrew May 2015
The first time I said I love you was on January 30th of 2015
It was just a short two months
I wished it would've been longer

I remember the first night
You held me
I remember the way you brought me to your room
Grabbed my hand
Grinned

I read the poems I gave you aloud
The first time you kissed me it felt like fireworks
You told me you loved me

Valentines day
The greatest valentines day I've ever had
I read your card so many times it made me cry
I remember feeling so bad because my sister wouldn't give you a ride
But you reassured me it'd be alright
And at that time I kissed you harder than any other time before

The day we broke up
although it happened quite a few times
was one I'd never forget
I cried so hard

I think about you now
Everyday
I think about the way fireworks exploded when you kissed me
I think about the vanilla scent I used to love so much

I still ******* miss you, and I'm trying to move on but you won't let me
I miss my ex
Levi Andrew May 2015
I remember the way it felt before
Swallowing the pills
Using the blade to cut my skin
**** me so I can make it end

Make the memories stop
I dont want to remember every time I kissed you
I just do

I don't want to breathe
Because I love someone else and you can't handle that
I'm not over you but I'm trying

I'm trying hard to make you see
I'm holding on just for you
I just am a little upset
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