it's sad. but happy. lonely. but not the only one, a spark of calmness. but a blister of days. light waiting for the ****** night. the joy of. what also grows life. to be meaningless.
He sat down by the bar with a bottle of whiskey. And while the angels sang he listened to the preachings of a crooked bartender Whose days were filled with drunk forgotten nights, and he knew for first time that he has never felt more close to God.