I want to grow up,
for I am incapable to go back
and relieve the feeling of my carefree self

that I once enjoyed

i've invited her to
a dark place i call my mind
and she stayed with me

i've taken her through
a deep ocean i call my tears
and she didn't drown

she's is happiness
she's light
she's poetry
she's my shadow
always there
she's the beautiful flower
in the middle of everything
she's my best friend

Open your eyes
See the beauty around
You have no choice
Except to fall in love with life

i miss the old me
the happy me
the driven me
the ambitious me


the me i was before you
the me you broke into pieces
the me that will never return