'Please, love me' but, those words get caught in my throat
you deserve so much more, so much better, than these jagged pieces, than these shards of what i used to be because, in the end, they will only cut you down and you deserve better
Get out just get out... don't look me in eyes. a night where things seemed perfect a morning filled with lies GET. OUT. so eager for my entrance so hasty to come back you held me like you wanted me but then YOU THREW ME BACK you tricked me like a child and rocked me in your arms I gave you every part of me you broke down all my bars I laid there with no doubts no sadness no pain you wrapped your arms around me to a MONSTER its a GAME you have never given everything AND MY GOD YOU NEVER WILL cause you're too **** scared to miss out on all the thrill too **** scared to finally open up too **** lonely to believe in real love admit it you are scared! you don't understand real love you've been hurt and you've been damaged so you've tried to rise above you have never been so...vulnerable so you took my heart and tossed it no second thoughts like something that's reusable my mind was filled with questions why how when you never wanted words just where they'd been and that is when it hit me just a "single night of fun" I KNOW YOU I really know you so in the morning, you could run when I woke that morning instead of making an escape NOT a WORD not a sound not whisper nothing loud GOD how can you stand there looking at me with those eyes and expect me to just forget?! God I'm standing here screaming inside every reason I've ever loved you and you're out here making bets you crushed my soul like no one in my life has ever been able to HOW? how can a person make someone feel so loved and then act like they don't exist? God, I don't understand! so just get out God GET OUT