First took a glance
Hoping for a chance
But my heart was taken on for a dance
Now emotions embedded in my heart
Leaves me with no choice but to drift apart
The words rolling not out of my tongue
Lets me down each time, I’m giving up on this fight
The tears hidden within my eyelids
May not remain hidden, they may just slip
Hope just flew out my grips
Those dreams turn inverted, they just flip
Those beautiful lies remembered flowing from her lip
These nights I can’t sleep
Like the cemetery ,ghosts creeps
So scared of the next step, the next leap
I gave out  my heart and got nothing in return
So why do they say what you sow is what you reap
Each cut is deep but the first cut remains the deepest
Yes the first cut is the deepest

It’s 30minutes past nine
I’m lonely just with my pen
It feels like I have lost all love but not my bottle of wine
Looking for the clues just that sign
Searching for a lady and the one next in line

Not someone I can take to a church but one I can take to a shrine
Some Juliet someone I can call all mine
A love so divine

I swear I have not a dime
Just a heart and a whole lot of time
A love genius I need , one to unravel the mysteries of my heart
I mean I need a female Einstein
Where is my missing half, my back bone,my breathing spine

A perfect imperfection
A wrongful right just combine
One to love whether rain or shine
In one’s arms I can loose all my senses and still be fine
Not one who in a short run would leave me with the message “I resign”
Tear my heart into pieces and  make my little joy decline

I need a Valentine
Who is gonna clean the stain of hurt
With some sweet kisses
What I call a love turpentine
So the question is who is gonna be my Valentine
Yes Who is gonna be my Valentine?

It all started when your beauty blinded my eye
It felt like the world  paused just for you and I
I guess we were soaring high
We could touch the rims of the sky

I asked always if you loved me
Many words you said but never forgot your favorite reply
A love in abundant supply
Loving each other till we both die
I guess all that was a lie
Flirting with the other guy
Were they kisses? I just couldn’t identify
Won’t ask the reasons why

But each time you make me cry
Some how this love turn to multiply
Still wondering why the say pain makes emotions fade and memories fly

Never give up on love you said
So all I ask for is one more try
Cos I’m not saying goodbye
Babe I’m not saying goodbye

JDP

I was looking for a lady that honest
One who treats me right ,cool and modest
A dark moon goddess
One who approves love is no contest
No doubting Thomas
Not one who protests cause I failed to put my hands in my pocket
Her ways should leave me astonished
Make these slipping words varnish
The one who speaks the language of love
Be it Latin ,Hebrew or Spanish
Make all my thoughts and worries be banished
Riding around the sun with no fears ,no panic
One whose eyes make my heart glow
Kisses and cuddles to cause a heavy snow
A beauty no painter’s art could show
One by my side through the highs and the low
One I can say I’m yours to take
But won’t take me for granted
Make my evenings enchanted
In one’s ***** my love seed could be planted
One whose wisdom could be magnified in a simple chat
One who loves me for me, my mess,my flaws, even my ****
One to be there until the ends of the world fall apart
One to mend this broken heart
Out of the wounds a new joy would start
One who makes love seem like a piece of art
Picture perfect,all is right
In darkness I found my light
I asked my puzzled frame of mind
When would she come in sight
A star shine so bright
My dark moon goddess
JDP

Yesterday is never better than today
And tomorrow is always better than today
So thank God each time you pray
Cos if you have life tomorrow
It won’t  be the same in each and every way
Now you’re zero, in the next hour you could be a hero
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But God strengthen me ,are the few words I say
Let my struggle be not in vain,
You started it all and I know you would end it all well
Those are the words stuck in my heart when I bow to pray
Let life be fair to me cos I wrong it no more
The heart is healing but the spirit is still sore
Lord open every shut door
Lord Have I done that much wrong ?
Cleanse my soul and make my mind that strong
Touch me with the gift of grace
I’ve been yearning for that, for only you know how long
Quicken my pace cos on my own I can’t run this race
I put my trust in you cos the last time of  I trusting man Grace
She broke my heart into a thousand pieces without leaving a trace
So dear lord hide me in your sweet embrace
Lead me to the best of places,
Show mercy upon my intimidated face
May the grass be greener, the waters deeper and lands flourishing
Enlarge my coast,oh dear lord of host
Fill me with the Holy Ghost
Bless my endeavors ,my thoughts ,my  speech ,my actions ,and above all my emotions
I see it all come to pass
Conditions are ferocious and very disturbing but there aren’t bound to last.
Today I’m not recognized, tomorrow I would be the biggest blast
Self proclaimed sensation
Yes JDP is a self proclaimed sensation.

You make me think I'm there ,maybe nearly
Day in day out ,the truth gets scary
All the hurt and pains are proving hard to carry
All the chasing and hiding like we're some tom and jerry
I'm dancing on a sinking ferry
Don't make me feel like I could have burnt it all
It's so early
Maybe too late it consumed my soul
A love I had no casket to bury

Thoughts of you left me meditating
Sometimes you left me to the ground
Other times left me levitating
Your suspense was fascinating
Your smile, breathe taking
You wink was tempting
Take it all and leave me with nothing
We could be sailing, maybe dating
But we keep hesitating
I'm insane , I'm in pain
What is left to gain
You got me addicted to you like *******
Can't you see you've captured
My whole being, my brain
You set my soul on fire
Like you're burning the rain
Nothing more to explain

But listen attentively
I want you to hear me speak
I'm crazy about you
Come closer I'm no freak
On my long list you're at the peak
You my priority, my strength
Without you I'm so weak
My words maybe bleak
If I were a magician,
Making you fall for me would be my first trick
Giving me little attention makes me sick
Thoughts about you are massive, they're big
If everything was at my disposal
You would be my first pick
Let me be your Romeo
Let me give you a million and one kisses on you cheek
What I feel for you is multidimensional
It's oblique

You still left me with questions
Tell me, should I shift the world over?
Should I cry you a river ?
Should I promise you we would be together
Like I mean forever ?
Should I scream your name louder?
Should I dive deeper, should I say a piece of prayer?
Should I wait a little bit further?
What can I do to prove I love ya ?

You're the reason for my sleepless nights
You're my fantasy, you're my ecstasy
You're my all, my legacy
Hold my hand let's fulfill our prophecy
All my problems and you're the only remedy
You're my muse,my comedy
Would you be my wife, could we be family
Like my breathe, you're essential to my life
All I'm trying to say is,
Lady you're wanted by me , you're necessary

Is like this feeling keeps rising
I got you running through my veins
You're smile keeps me wondering
If you're an angel in person
This ain't surprising
Cause you're the best thing in my life
You're amazing
People may say we ain't meant to be together
But really not insisting you love me as much as I do
Because today I tell you, I'm loving you forever
I could kiss you from hair to toe
You're my high, you're my low
You're everything I ever wanted and more
I love you and ain't scared to show
You're my lady
And very soon with a ring, the world would know

Finally our love is strong
Out of nothing we grew
Through dark clouds we flew
All the mistakes made, chances we blew
Each chapter read, all we've being through
Crossed all the lines the world drew
Made odd even to prove our love is true
Every thought, every speech, every reflex
Every tear, every laughter, every breathe
I want to live it all with you
Our hearts beat as one.
Telling that special one how I feel
And proving love can be real.

©JusticeDePablo