Would you kindly
hug me tight
with your hands
around my neck?
Would you kindly spend the night
and comfort this nervous wreck?
Could you show me a smile
while you tell me that I'm trash
Could you insult my lifestyle
without even batting an eyelash
Should you care about garbage like me
your tastes must be perverted
Should I be allowed to feel this happy
honestly, I'm uncertain.
I need you to use your claws
to draw out the blood from my skin
I need you to break through the walls
I built to hide my true self within
I need you to split me open and dig inside
to grasp at my heart if you can
I need you to know the thoughts that I hide
and love the person I really am