Blank white walls
Do these people even care at all?
I lay here in this hospital bed
With so many thoughts unsaid
Needles shoved in my arm
How do you feel safe when all you feel is harm?
I know these people have to care
But all I see is there blank stare
I know they don't understand
All they know is second hand
I lay here with a lingering fear
But I don't shed one single tear
I know soon I will go
But for now I will not let the pain show

They say love is patient
They say love is kind
Guess they didn't keep the heartache in mind
It's great for a while don't get me wrong
Then empty words are thrown and love's long gone
You cry and regret but only for a while
Before you know it someone makes you smile
They build your heart with a beautiful design
They build you up reminding you who you are
Time passes your good as new
Maybe you'll be alright who knew?
Love is not patient
Love is not kind
Love breaks you and leaves a scar
Until someone comes along and sees who you truly are

I am drowning
Falling further down
The bubbles cloud my view
This is the end
But I somehow always knew
I fight the weights pulling me down
All i have to do is let go
But it's harder than you know
I've lived with them for years
They brought so many tears
and yet I still have them
The light is becoming dim
Last chance
I fight to let them go
Free at last
I let them fall
The weights drown along with my past
I resurface
I breath
I am finally living at last

Words express the emotions you can't show
It keeps you sane and people don't have to know
Keep your head up and your pen high
Let your words speak truth and not one single lie
Just keep writing until the day you die