Where the cold kills
The north land thats give chills
Where the tearing wind scars the ground
Nothing not even a sound
Theres not a thing alive  
Nothing can survive
A place where the sun doesn't shine
Where death and cold combine
After the thick frost consumes
You will be frozen in time, doomed

I am different on the inside
The pain is amplified
Its sad to say this pain is killing me
But its sad to say this pain is keeping me alive
It is my fuel that holds me back
But keeps me on track

I am different on the inside
My heart is tied
Held down by the metal
It keeps my feelings unsettle
To the point I wish I couldn't feel
Im not on the outside steel

My thoughts don't need to recharge
They stay in my data large
I think more like a machine
Caught in a smoke screen
Wasting away  
Into the grey

On and on the same feelings
Day after Day
They build up inside me
I strive to control it
Before they burst
When they burst Im not myself
I feel the weight of the world
The people, the feelings, and my thoughts
Going through life I strive
I strive for greatness
I strive to be everything you want
I strive to be perfect for you
I strive to be strong to take away your pain too
I strive to make you happy
There is a hunger inside me
That only goes away when you are truly happy
Like I knew you once was
But its his loss
I gained you in my life
I wish you could tell me what you want
So I may make it come true
I strive to make everyone happy
Everyone but one person
That person doesn't matter to me
That persons hurts me sometimes
That person controls what I see
And that person is me