I just want more
Not a lot
Just more than  nothing.

it is not true,
but lies and ash.

it never was,
it "never, ever, could be".

i did believe.
(and so did you)

what could we do,
but lie in lies together?

it was not true,
but had you faith,
i'm truly sure,
it could be.

and there i find the pain

Of the silence?
Are you aware?

"Of course,
But I don't care."

A word just sounded,
From beyond the dark!

"Absurd this accusation,
Silence leaves no mark."

Silence in one constant chord,
You're a lyrical being true.

Static on the radio's ward,
A sound heard by the living few,

Always hiding,
Always plotting,

Plotting to **** you.

I look back on those things that we said;
When I told you, it was the truth:
I was willing to let you mess up a million times
I just wanted to be here to forgive you.

isn’t it sad
how you once were
my past,
how i have always
wanted you to
be my future,
and how there
always seems to
be no present
for us?