I must confess, I'm a mess,
the contents of my mind too dark to address,
my tears at such subjects too big to suppress.
But you declare your love unconditional?
You may find, without much surprise,
that's near impossible.

Though, if a stroke of luck is discovered,
it will be unconditional under the conditions of staying clear
of disturbing subjects which result in tears,
triggers the mess of expected fears.
These conditions are a hard enough mission,
best to stay clear of me entirely.

It's clear that I am insufferable.
So please, do reread the warnings label
and proceed with caution and protective gear,
and don't be too surprised if you find yourself wondering
why you're still here.

I have no words for how I feel,
but I feel it more, with each glance I steal,
I don't know, what this is to me,
nor what it is I want us to be,
but I do know, that you deserve,
all the happiness, one could observe.

I can't lie... I've been in love before,
Mad insane love.  A few times, heartbreaking sickening love... but never like this.  Never so deeply rooted and connected to it.
Harpooned and anchored to the shores and seas of this love.  Never before so lost and found, never so much beauty... never so much love.  Its never felt so right, never made so much sense... Never terrified or frightened me more.  It burns me slowly and quickly from the bottom of my heart and throughout my whole soul and being.  Its never felt like this... this good, this great... this...this incredible.  Its feels like I'm hard all over, from my deep within my *****  to the ends of my fingers and my soul and heart and mind... All ready to erupt and explode at just the thought of her name.  I'm happy... A new happy I've never known before... Its mad and crazy and insane and unexplainable... never before have I felt it quite like this.  This mad mad lunatic crazy love... I won't leave, I'll die here and come straight back in the next life.  Time and time again, this love will still be laughing and crying and sighing and smiling long after the hands of time and sand of fate have broken and faded away.  And I'll be right here with it... just waiting for you to join me.

I’d love to find myself a suit,
drive 12 minutes and
sit on a barstool that won’t
stop screaming,
be able to smoke
inside again,
**** in *******
stained toilets,
push on locked
stalls and trip over
high heels that reach
out from under like
ashes ready to be flicked,
have makeshift conversations
with a 62 year old
old bartender who throws
an ashtray and a glass
of jack on the bar
at 9:12pm every day and
spurns at irregulars,
harlequin nods
at pseudos and
tire at denials,
pay a $13 cab-fare
and let him keep a 20
for listening to me *****
about how I should be able to
smoke inside the cab,
find myself questioning
every single piece I’ve ever
written while spinning
beneath my sheets,
wake to work
and work to 5,
I dont yearn for much
just a kiss for when
I leave and one when I come
home, if she's still up.

once upon :
Those eyes so teary
Once they loved one
so sincerely
But fairy tales
they will fracture
And love lost
is in it's nature
Broken hearts
leave crumbling memories
Nothing then
can be please me's
Blood turns cold
in the wind
Here's to broken hearts
that never mend

If you're ever on the riverside
where the sun beats your head
you would see the old man
selling hats of palm leaf
but you care not to notice him
having already smelled the sea
and too keen to cross the river
travel southward on the island
till the saline wind scalds your eyes
your skins itch to jump into the waves
yet the man with the palm leaf hats
would not cease to tell you
how burning would be the sun on the sands
and so badly you need to protect the head
by parting bucks that mean nothing to you
but a world to the mouths he feeds
and before you stamp on him a final no
she has one atop her hair
beneath which her eyes flutter like butterflies
her sun rouged cheeks untimely blush
and two born anew lovers
merrily head for the sea
having bought romance
for forty bucks.

You don't like me because I'm not from your race
And my race doesn't like you because the different skin color on your face
It doesn't matter where you go in this world
Pick a place
Your always going to find someone different from you
Why do we have to hate someone who shares the same planet as you