This is a story of a boy and girl.
I can still recall those days as if they are archives themselves or a movie playing over and over again. I still see you standing there the light from the sun bouncing off you and gives you a heavenly glow more beautiful than the stars. I’m sorry I couldn’t prove to be worthy of your love and I hope if you do have anyone I just wish you happiness. If your hand isn’t taken and the fates align. I swear on my oath as the man I am now I won’t let you down again. But alas this is real life and all I’m left with here in the darkness is the curse and blessing of love and memory

As I grew older I learned a lot of hard and difficult lessons most I caused.
However that doesn’t mean I haven’t grown to feel comfort in the emptiness of loneliness and nothingness. But still keep on smiling because we as people are ever changing

Life and Death have been in love for longer than words we have to describe life sends countless gifts to death and death keeps them forever

There was once a time a girl meant the world to me but I was the one that threw it all away and her home is still in my mind she is still in my heart she was a lovely wild flower she still has a place in my heart but alas the pain of an old heart never heals

I’m sitting there in the downpour with just my thoughts and heart however I never thought that losing her would lead to the peace of a memory in the rain and the Malstrom of emotions

The love i have for her can't be matched. Im asked if i want her i say no i want her to be happy even if its with him. The weight of love is never too heavy. The struggle of love is worth the pain

I was driving down that old road rain pouring down lightning striking all around. I got closer to the place she calls home. I saw her there on the old wood porch the thunder that followed seeing her again shook my heart and mind. I continue on my way as the rain continues to pour and lightning strikes the way through the thunderstorm seeing her again

There are two sides of life as I've found one based on work and one based on love. But as people never say there is a third side of life. The hell or purgatory of choosing between the side of work v.s. the side of love. I've tried asking for help only to be forsaken by the two sides of life

Some people always criticize others for trying to make the world a better place for trying to make sacrifices the people who look like the judge don't know what it's like to lose you don't know what it's like to have something you love ripped away from you they don't know what it's like to make the ultimate sacrifice

I remember first seeing her standing there talking to her friend. I was stunned frozen in place as if time its self stopped. However meeting her lead to a path of pain I didn’t want to cause her. I remember all her tears I saw running down her face plain as day as I broke her heart. Certain songs hair styles flowers scents all remind me of her. I’d take it all back just to see her one more time. However then the loneliness hits and I’m left sitting here alone with the first mistake I made

Together we will create a home with no loud anger no explosive rage no slamming doors or breaking glass. No punched holes in walls until the foundation cracks and breaks. Our home will be gentle and warm comforting and safe. There will be no fear pain hurt or sadness. We both come from two different pasts but we can break the cycle of the past and change for the cycle of the future