Seductively awestruck.
Aligned colorful chakras.
A cosmic creation.
Third eye realizations.

Calm, collective, and cool.
Reveal the sensual parts of you.
Peace is the only thing I seek.
Protecting my many energies.

Sage the negativity away.
Seize the adventure in every day.
Accept that life can be messy and hard.
Embrace the beautiful soul that you are.

You did me wrong, so I had to walk away.
Lies, guilt, and revenge plagued my mind every day.
In my heart you are dead to me. But my body feels things differently.
The way you dominated my very being, on the bed ******* left me bleeding.
I enjoy you wanting to get in deep, hands on my throat thrusting heavily.
We did it everywhere, there was no shame.
In the car, cemeteries, all love no pain.
My body tingles cause it's you I crave.
I'm glad I walked away, yet my heart still aches.
It's hard watching something beautiful like us end.
But I refuse to be manipulated by you again.

Penetrated through my skin. Releasing all this pain within.
Embedded deep with blood ran red. Tired of all these tears I shed.
Bring on the stinging, take on the harm.
You really didn't think my silence was an alarm?
Now to sit here and watch me bleed.
Lacking the love and support I desperately need.
I am no hero, throw away my cape.
I'm a victim of selfishness, lies, and ****.
Sitting in this corner feeling so much shame.
I did this to myself. I'm the one to blame.

Powerful parts of the heavenly Divine.
Legacies created and frozen in time.

Hatshepsut, Cleopatra, Nefertari and more.
Destroyed all barriers, opened all doors.

Rest with the honorable deep in death.
Buried in prosperity along with the best.

Writings on the wall revealed to be seen.
All hail Egypt's unforgettable queens.

Everyone knows that I'm addicted.
Apologetic for all the pain I inflicted.

Trapped inside my own private world.
Delirious and hyper, every thought is a whirl.

I'm sorry for all the sorrow and lying.
In denial of all the things that I'm hiding.

Everything is lost, depression I gained.
I never want to walk down this road again.

Your words and actions leave me confused. I'm trying to be open and learn to trust you. I don't wanna be led on, analyzed, or lied to. Don't get offended or angry, I'm speaking my truth.

I like that we hang out and like to have fun. That doesn't mean I want our souls to be one. A friendship is present, it only begun. Let's start off by walking, there's no need to run.