Have you ever
experienced something
that has truly
broken your heart?
Something so devastating,
that it breaks
your soul
your heart
your mind
You question
everything you’ve done
to make this happen
but you can’t think
of anything
Over and over
the thoughts tumble
in your mind
the memories
flow from your brain
to your eyes
the pictures hurt
just as much
crisp and clear
they were made to remind you
of the best times
but all they do
is show you what you lost
The dull ache in your
heart
even months after
the defining event
says I miss you
and aches for
the ability to travel back
a year
a few months
any amount of time
that could rewind
the heartache
But time doesn’t act
that way
Neither do I.
Going back
knowing all eyes are
watching
judging
waiting for you
to **** up
is not friendship