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Essa Freedom Apr 2015
Today while you write
Please think about something
You are writing  your history
For tomorrow is your future
Don't give others the pen
That is your power
Don't let others decide
What your life should be
That's up to you
Others don't define it
Essa Freedom Mar 2015
Someday I try and I try
Again and again
Just to make things right
But I always seem to fall
Flat on my face
It's hard to get back up
Every time I fail
They get closer
The nightmares
If dreams come true
Aren't nightmares dreams too
I try to run
But I have nowhere to go
I feel so alone
That feeling never goes away
It doesn't matter how hard I try
I can never seem to get it right
I'm always in the wrong
My hope moving farther away
My nightmare closing in
Judgement for who they all think I am
Not who I really am
If only they could see past all the labels
I didn't chose this life
It's a punishment for not being good enough
I can't go to heaven
I didn't do enough right
I can't go to hell
I didn't do enough wrong
So here I am
Trapped right in the middle
With no way out
Essa Freedom Mar 2015
Listen closely
What do you hear?
Go to a room with complete silence
Just for a short time
Tell me
What do you hear?

I hear the beat
The beat of the drums
Constantly beating
Am I crazy?
What do you hear?
Essa Freedom Mar 2015
I didn't find Narnia in my closet
I didn't get my letter to Hogwarts
I didn't get to train as a Jedi
This is my reality
It may not be like yours
That doesn't mean your better then me
You don't know my story
You don't know what I've been though
You only know what I tell you
And what I show
Don't tell me I'm not worth your time
I'm nothing special
Or that I'm a wanna-be you
All you are is a Bully
I didn't chose this life
I am me
I don't want one of you
So I say...
Dear Victims,
Listen to what Ron Weasley said to Neville Longbottom
You're worth a hundred of him
And, Dear Bullies,
Get over yourself
Essa Freedom Mar 2015
I'm hiding behind a mask
Staying in the shadows
If I'm not seen then how will they hurt me?
They can't
I stay in the dark where I belong
I stay away from people
From friend
From foe
Even my family doesn't know the real me
Online is my light
I can say what I want
Nobody knows who I am
I can hid behind a screen
The light form the screen at midnight
It's bliss
Online I'm anonymous
I feel untouchable
Nobody can see me
Nobody knows my name
It's my world
Filled with people like me
The shy
The geek
The nerd
The ****
The cheerleader
The wanna-be
Ever outcast
Ever prep
EVERYONE IS FREE HERE
Essa Freedom Mar 2015
I'm breaking
Falling apart
What do I do
When sorry's not enough
It hurts to breath
The tears are falling
I want to be by his side
To hold his hand
To just be with him
My heart is in pain
Can I rip it out
It feel likes this is how my life will end
My heart is still his
It hurts
I want it to stop
I had wall
How he broke them when other couldn't crack them
It's a mystery to me
He smashed the walls to pieces
My heart belongs to him
It hurt
But,
I still love him enough to let him keep it
Essa Freedom Jan 2015
Me and you
An unlikely pair
Our groups never link
Then there's me and you
Why we work
I don't know
Nor do I care tho
What made your path cross mine?
Our live interlocked
I never want it to change
Your protect me from
My ignorance
My clumsiness
My oblivion
You are my guard
I give you all of me
I give you all my *Love
Geek and nerd are two different things
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