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 Dec 2019 Erian Rose
Mari
Worthless
 Dec 2019 Erian Rose
Mari
My heart feels like
it's about to shut down
from all the truths
that only I know

People view me
as kind
selfless
heartfelt
with empathy

Yet once they witness
my darker side
this inner demon
that is always
a few steps behind me

Once they see
the ashes and smeared blood
tainted within my mind and heart

I am once again alone
alone to pick up the pieces 
of a love that never was
you were the colour
in my monochromatic painting,
of life.
18:50
 Dec 2019 Erian Rose
Bugs Spencer
Joy
I’m dancing out of the dark
I’m jumping in the light

My joy becomes a weapon
And I begin to fight

Let this mark
A new beginning

A war against demons
Is fought with joy
I must have written You
a thousand love notes
each stained with rouge kisses
and rose perfume
drowning in a sea of ink
ebony tears
O Dearest One
I have knocked on Your door
countless lifetimes
fragrant bouquets wilting
from warmth of my embrace

Still, the timeless treasure
of Your mysterious presence
remains bolted
beyond reach

Ocean currents are too strong
wrestling, they threaten to pull
the poor jivi under
Beloved
When will you rescue me?
 Dec 2019 Erian Rose
Alja
Face all covered in tears
And your eyes filled with hate
You broke my heart again
But I will let you stay
two people fell in love
in your room
 Dec 2019 Erian Rose
insane
End up
 Dec 2019 Erian Rose
insane
I don’t want to end up in trouble,
But I always end up with you;
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