I smoked to fill my lungs
to **** the flowers that grew there
the ones you planted last december
you bring fire
and you bring fear
love that turns my heart to steel
there is so much more out here
so much more
that I can feel
I still wander
the same streets
the same path
through the same night
but without you
this same sky
so full of light
i don't ask for immortality,
i ask for eternal youth.
but that's not possible
so i just need to live.
oh my this is so cringey and full of cliches but i dont know im just terrified of not being on this earth.
the evening rolls in
clouds of pink and purple
the sound smells like roses
the ground purrs when i pet it
touching the soft grass in bare feet
my skin glows with life
my rings are just a blessing that i don't need
i make no sense right now
but i feel content so
i must make sense
the wet pavement sounds like summer
i think i'm in love with you
i can feel your energy
can see it
so i think
i'm in love with you
Drinking poison to thaw the frozen
numbness suffocating the beating hollow
in my chest
sometimes only a few, more often enough to
paralyze my field of view
one liter of cider and three songs of lana del rey
in the dying sunlight the birds feel comfortable
i just want to have fun
for once in my life.
in the starless sea i found my supernova
enveloping me in a warm haze of light
forever and ever and ever and over
no one understandy me anyway.
© fey (06/08/2020)
just a little crazy thoughts from a little crazy girl
carrying the strength of an eagle
a woman with the smile of a goddess.
the embodiment of beauty
a woman with the voice of an angel.
eyes closed, standing alone.
there was something melancholy in her stature
something bittersweet in her smile—
perhaps it was in that moment that I fell.
the side she did not show the rest of the world was mine for a moment.
Eyes closed; as
My fingers gently glide across.
These Mountains of records;
Scattered every which way.
As I browse through
That has changed the world. ❤️