Over-Complicated

It’s okay to be hurt and it’s okay to be sad.
You can’t be happy all of the time,
That’s a part of life.
I’m sorry that things turned out this way,
You’re between a rock and a hard place
But I’ll help you get out of that hard place, I swear.
Trust me and make me trust you
So that we can help each other.

Over-Complicated Mar 2019

It Tears Me Apart; pt.4

I’m indirectly hurt by other people constantly,
Particularly by the way they ignore me
Disregard me
Neglect me.
The only thing I hate more than being ignored is watching the people I love hurt themselves over and over again.
They know it’s a trap they’ve fallen into and they know they shouldn’t indulge
But the pure primal defiance instinct seized their body and renders them weak,
Powerless.

I hurts so much to see that.
Because when I see them hurting themselves,
Over and over again,
I see a reflection of myself.

Over-Complicated Mar 2019

Each One Of You; pt. 2

It took a long time for me to believe in trust again because it had been broken so many times.
It took a long time to believe in love again after it had been maniacally ripped apart.
Despite that, someone made me believe,
And then, now, here I am broken all over again.
I found myself believing every word that plunked from those lips
And I fell for them .
When sentences string from mouths , I don’t believe any of the explanations now.
I don’t process the one-sided quickly spoken monologues anymore.

It hurts to look back on the past and see the slow shifts where I couldn’t before.
It’s even harder to look into the future and see where I won’t fit in,
But it looks like it’s time to change again.

Part two of a series of unfiltered emotions meant to be seen
One each day for each person