oh,
       what a lovely day
                    to float  away from here

The
tone
of
his
voice
was
poetry
to
my
heart

I hate
          when dreams
                    feel like memories
                              you never had

If you ignore a
- person
- topic
- conversation
for long enough
can you
- fool
- force
- coax
yourself into believing that
- it
- he
- she
didn't ever really matter
anyway?

my sticker skin
doesn’t quite
stick
anymore my
edges are curling i’m
about to
fold and
i’ve only got tape to
keep me pressed
i’ve only got
tape
i’ve only got you

How you've been gone
3 months
And I might have never crossed your mind
But I can talk about you
For an hour
And have told that person
Almost nothing
About You,
We,
And Us.

we can pretend it's meant to be.

Each day we walk
We endlessly walk
We don't communicate like we should
I tug at your heart but its no good
There's nothing anymore
You don't adore
You said this wouldn't happen but I knew it would
One day you wouldn't love me like you used to
You never could.

Wilting under the illusion
Created reality and life
Demons and monsters
Death and depression
Resigned to the situation
Death to thoughts
Minds are hijacked
Hope buried long ago
Life seems what it
Scripts and lectures
Singing dirges
Pain all around
Truth veiled
Love a distant dream