please
get out of my head.
get
out
of
my
head!

it's so painful to have you here
yet i'm always fighting for you to stay
so do me a favor
just get out
i know you don't care
you don't act like it
you ignore me
you neglect me
you reject me
and yet you said you loved me?

how could you?
to be honest..
how could i?
to fall for your lies...
i'm such a **** fool
why do i love you? it makes no sense
i have to block you for some peace, until i come crawling back in hopes of gaining your attention

it hurts so much
all of this,
caring about you.
i'm crying so much
i took my glasses off
i can barely see the screen on which i'm typing
almost like i can barely see my feelings as something important to you

sigh
i have so much to do
homework
studying
meditation
i even have a potential relationship
and yet i can't do any of it
none of it keeps my focus
why?
because of you!
why can't you listen to my plead?
i don't know

Please,
Just!
Get!
Out!
Of!
My!
Head!

before i blow you out with a bullet.

all the words in the world
are incapable
of describing
the way
my heart breaks
but still beats

s.s

Somewhere in your passion lies a place for me
Though you refuse to admit it, you did love me once
I wish once was again, but I cannot make you be
Something that God never intended for you to be
I hope that along your way you do find
What you searched for i me that I couldn’t give you,
I hope you find happiness and love
I hope she makes you shape up without you giving up
Because she deserves everything you never gave me
She deserves to be happy, she’s your goddess so treat her like one
She deserves your time, for you to care
And I know that someday I will be happy too
I’ll find someone to give me the joy I didn’t get from you
I will find love, happiness, I have hope
I sincerely wish the same on you

“Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.” -Roald Dahl

“Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known.” -Carl Sagan

“To be able to look back upon one’s life in satisfaction, is to live twice.” -Kahlil Gibran

“If the wind will not serve, take to the oars.” Latin proverb

“How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world.” -Anne Frank

“Each of us has his own alphabet with which to create poetry.” -Irving Stone