Do you know what you do to my heart?
every time you laugh I fall apart.
Do you know how much I care?
Do you want the truth or just a dare?
The truth is I love your smile,
for you I'd run for miles.
I love your perfect personality,
your my favorite part of reality.
I love the jokes you tell,
for you I'd walk through hell.
I think your adorable and sweet in every way,
I wish I could ask you to stay.
I've fallen for you without your consent,
I hope you think I'm at least decent.
If only you knew,
I Heart You.

A noob is a term used in video games to describe someone who is new and bad at the game.

In some aspects, life is a game


And I'm the biggest noob at it.

See, I'm not that new to life. Been at this gig for 17 years and going.

But I lack a lot of experience.

See, if you imagine life as a video game, as you grow there are a lot of skills you can learn if you invest the time in learning them


Well..... I didn't invest in learning how to love.


I've just never thought I would actually get to.

You're suffering, I can see
so would you let me hold your hand?
Cause, you're right. I don't really understand

but what I do get is that while my
words can't always erase the pain in your heart
I can hold you close to me and keep you from falling apart

Each and every day I wake up with you on my mind

I wish you a good morning and tell you a daily reminder that you're beautiful and I love you

I know you won't be able to respond until much time has passed, but I can wait.

Time is but a tool I'll use in my favor

Time is for mistakes to heal, choices to be reconsidered, thoughts to be gathered.

I'll see you later and ask how you are, how was your day, and I don't always get the same response, but either way


I'm glad I can still talk to you at all

While some things are fleeting, I hope this is forever

Whether we're hanging out with a group or just the two of us, I may not show it, but I'm loving every second

If only we weren't just voices and faces heard and seen from a monitor

Someday I'll be elderly and sickly

Someday I know I won't have much longer left

Only then will I be more sure of anything in my entire life

I want to look the woman I love in her beautiful eyes, smile and reminisce about our youth

I want to tell my children one last piece of advice for their own kids, because I want them to succeed where I fail

I want to pet my loving pet who stayed by me for so long

I want to call my longtime best friend and thank them for all that they've done

I don't want to die. It is a scary thought


However nothing is forever, unless we're talking about my love for all things that made me the man I am.