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Denxai Mcmillon Mar 2015
Giving up
It's a lot harder than you think,
Don't judge me for being a quitter
When
You've never even seen
How hard I really tried.
  Mar 2015 Denxai Mcmillon
bones
I once had a friend called Mad Bob
who thought being a door was his job
he was perfectly hung
and disarmingly swung
with a sigh when you handled his ****.
  Mar 2015 Denxai Mcmillon
R
" I gave you a part of my soul"
Denxai Mcmillon Mar 2015
You are an additcion.
I wish I could kick the habit that is you
All you do is bring me more pain
More suffering
For a few hours of dopamine
I remember when you were the cure
When my chemistry was imbalanced
You were my stabilizer
Now, all you do is drag me down
Because you don't know
I'm too ******* hooked to let you go
I'm wasting away
Everyday I crave you're affection
But what's the point?
I'm not even in the span of your attention.
Denxai Mcmillon Mar 2015
To be honest,
I've always had a fear
Completely etched into my head
The fear of falling,
Not so much literally as figuratively
To fall;
In love,
To the hands of despair,
Apart,
Into a rut in life.
All of these fears have held me back
these days I've developed a new fear
The fear to get back up.
It scares me
Not because It's hard
But because
I'm leaving a part of myself behind.
In two hours
I will be happy
For an hour.
But in three
I will get back
To being
Unhappy.


F.Z.**N
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