This ring which you put on my finger with love,
Is now a noose round my neck,
Your lies and extra marital affairs,
Give me heartache and pain.
22/7/2019

A fortune can be hidden within a mistake
And a mistake can also take a fortune away
The direction goes in both ways
With a lot of possibilities in between

Some have discovered their purpose
right in the center of a mistake
Some have forsaken or lost
their purpose due to a mistake

A mistake might not mark the end of a life
But it could potentially be a huge turning point
A turning to the blooming or withering of a life
With a wide range of options in between.

do you have moments, where you can’t imagine a future?
you’re lying there, staring at the
same walls
same ceilings
same words
with nothing but the same feelings-
empty and pale,
like there’s no reason to go on,
when you can’t even do enough to fail.
the future is coming, but you don’t want to be in it,
can’t imagine yourself in it.
where you just want to stop.
everything.
and just sit there for a while.
maybe not death, as that’s too permanent,
but something close to it.
when you can feel the rope around your neck,
the razor on your wrist,
the way the pills taste.
you can imagine it, and you aren’t sure if it’s what you want,
or just the feelings you imagine it will give you