You can't torture me anymore!

I have escaped your grasp!

With a knife in one hand,

and gauze in the other,

I have prepared myself for my

last stand

I am no longer sad
I am happy now
I am no longer depressed
I am not hurting
I am okay
I Am Okay
I AM OKAY


I swear I feel okay!
All the time I feel like am getting better!
Might have never been depressed, actually...
Not denial or anything!
Or maybe I was just not that depressed,
Taking it too far just so that I could justify
Or feel okay with my
Kutting and self-harm, all the drinking...
Alcohol makes the pain fade away a bit, but
You know that I am okay now.

It doesn't matter anymore,
I am okay.
I am okay.
I am okay.