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 May 2019 CallMeVenus
Lucía
suicide is not an option
suicide is not an option
suicide is not an option
suicide is not an option
suicide is not an option
suicide is not an option
suicide is not an option
normal people have no idea
how beautiful the darkness is.
 Oct 2018 CallMeVenus
Makayla
Twitch
 Oct 2018 CallMeVenus
Makayla
Twitching fits,
A long-term effect that messes with my father's ex-girlfriend
One second she's fine,
The next, jittering around like crazy
All because of an anti-depressant she was once prescribed

Right after I met her
And found out this knowledge
I was admitted into a psychiatric hospital
And prescribed anti-depressants of my own
They only made things worse

I soon noticed little ticks
That at the time only happened in my arms;
But soon it plagued my hands,
Running through my fingertips
And before I knew it
I developed a small issue writing;
I often hesitate before I write a letter
Glitching for a solid 5 seconds
Only creating a small mark over and over

Now I sit here,
Plagued with little ticks in my arms,
Glitches in my hands and fingertips,
And sudden jumps and jolts in my legs
This is an actual issue I now have due to a medication I was prescribed and I really don't know why I decided to write about it but oh well lol.
Feel free to share revision ideas :)
Feel free to share revision ideas :)
 Oct 2018 CallMeVenus
teni
manic.
 Oct 2018 CallMeVenus
teni
there is a fire
burning the back of my throat
and it shows no signs
of being put out.

there is a racecar
doing laps in my head
and the driver can't hear
my cries
begging him to slow down.

there is a bull
trying desperately
to buck off his rider
in my stomach
but the rider is holding on tight.

my knuckles have turned white
from how tightly
i have clenched my fists.
thank god i trimmed my nails
if i hadn't,
droplets of blood
would be falling from my fingertips
leaving an artwork
of my mania
on the concrete.
i cant make it go away
 Oct 2018 CallMeVenus
Alie
Im not addicted to cigarettes
But i crave them more and more each day
Im not addicted to you
But i cry everynight from missing you
Im not addicted to helping
But i help more and more every day
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