Calea

Calea Apr 2018

I went to war
I am a warrior
I fought in a war a deadly War
I survived so didn't time that's very close but I survived
I thought the most deadly war in history this will never be over
I always fighting this
I'll never get a high five or a hug to congratulate me
I will only get the flashbacks
I went to war
I am a warrior
I went to war
But I never left my room
I was battling every second
Yet no one could tell
I went to war with my mind
In the end we both came out of
I went to war but most people don't know
I went to war and I survived

#depression #and #war #internalwar

Calea Mar 2018

What I'm I scared of?

What are you scared of? What am i scared of?
I'm scared of myself
I'm scared I'll get bad again
I'm scared of others think of me I'm scared to leave my house some days
I'm scared of you
I'm scared of losing
I'm scared I'll never be enough for you
my scared of rejection
scared to speak up
scared to Be Forgotten
scared to be remembered the wrong things
scared when I die no one will cry scared to think
scared to be

I hope you like it

#fear #scared #ture

Mar 2018

Zainab Ibrahim

It's Not True

You didn't mean it,
You didn't mean the pain,
The agony caused by your actions.

You didn't mean it,
You didn't mean to hurt her.

You bullied and dehumanized,
Turned her...
Turned her into you,

A MONSTER!

She wept and cried,
You tortured and cursed.

You didn't mean it,
You didn't mean to hurt him.

You seduced and flirted,
Turned him into a lovesick fool.

He chased and romanced,
You left him heartbroken.

In the end,
Was anything true?

Were the sweet words,
Uttered by you lips,
True or false?

Tell me I got it wrong,
You did not mean to hurt,
You didn't mean to abuse,
You didn't mean to curse.

Tell me I got it wrong.

TELL ME, IT'S NOT TRUE!

#lies #hate #pain #torture #monster

Calea Mar 2018

Truly

Can you truly loved or beloved when you don't love yourself?
Can you truly see if you are blinding yourself from reality can you truly be if being is seeing
Can you ever truly be free of danger if you are danger
Can you ever truly give you all if you are not whole?

#love #ture #real

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