I went to war
I am a warrior
I fought in a war a deadly War
I survived so didn't time that's very close but I survived
I thought the most deadly war in history this will never be over
I always fighting this
I'll never get a high five or a hug to congratulate me
I will only get the flashbacks
I went to war
I am a warrior
I went to war
But I never left my room
I was battling every second
Yet no one could tell
I went to war with my mind
In the end we both came out of
I went to war but most people don't know
I went to war and I survived

Can you truly loved or beloved when you don't love yourself?
Can you truly see if you are blinding yourself from reality can you truly be if being is seeing
Can you ever truly be free of danger if you are danger
Can you ever truly give you all if you are not whole?

What are you scared of? What am i scared of?
I'm scared of myself
I'm scared I'll get bad again
I'm scared of others think of me I'm scared to leave my house some days
I'm scared of you
I'm scared of losing
I'm scared I'll never be enough for you
my scared of rejection
scared to speak up
scared to Be Forgotten
scared to be remembered the wrong things
scared when I die no one will cry scared to think
scared to  be