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Chloe Hunt Jan 2018
Dear Doctor,

I think there's something wrong going on in my head
"No I just checked you... nothing is wrong"
"Can you just give me medicine instead?"
I think I am kind of dead...
M  y     h  e  a  d
Please fix me
D   o    c     t    o   r
Chloe Hunt Jan 2018
January 6th 2017

Just as I was about to say “I love you”
he asks me to get something from the ground
I had to blink twice
to understand what I had found

As I look under his bed now
I see an empty ****** wrapper
my heart didn’t make a sound

I know he is sleeping around now and I can’t bear to figure out why or how
what did I not do that wasn’t good enough?
to make him want to make me drown

As tears fell down my face
he slept
with his arms around my waist
I wanted to make the pain just go away
to save just one more day

Then he asked me “what’s wrong?”
I choked
So I hugged him and barely let go
Knowing that this was our last goodbye
thinking
I still love you
But right now
I don’t know why

The day my heart broke
Chloe Hunt Jan 2018
January 6th 2017,

He picked me up at noon and I smiled
I smiled at the way he caught me looking at him
I smiled at the way he looked at me as if I was beautiful

He touched my hand while listening to the song “Is it Love?” and I blushed
I blushed the way he sung the song as if he was singing to me
I blushed the way he touched my hair, pulling it behind my ears

He told me not to worry so at that moment I didn’t worry
I didn’t worry the way he touched me like I was his
I didn’t worry when he kissed me on my neck knowing I would cringe

He made me laugh and that’s when I gave him my heart
I gave him my heart when he noticed tiny things about me
I gave him my heart when he complimented my imperfections, making me wonder if finally I wouldn’t disagree

He made my heart stop when he acted like I was nothing infront of his friends
my heart stopped  when I found an open ****** wrapper under his bed, knowing that this moment was the means to an end
my heart stopped when he didn’t care and I couldn’t breathe
my heart stopped when I knew I still loved him, but he would never love me, the truth I couldn’t bear

This is the day my heart broke
  Jan 2018 Chloe Hunt
Tasyong Batsi
Hot Dark Mocha with Hazelnut
I wanted to say something but I forgot
I’ve done all my papers but wasn’t satisfied
Don’t look for me now; from myself I want to hide

Reviewed some of my notes
Sudden thought of sinking boats
Check the time, it is half after nine
Why does this coffee taste like a wine?

Recounting my pens, they’re seventeen
I drew a line, but it was so thin
An old friend came in, I said hi
After some while I also said goodbye

Been sitting for an hour, it’s already cold
What do you think will I be when I’m old?
Took the last sip
Caffeine makes me want to sleep

Seven feet away is a bin, it’s empty
Wow, an analogy of me
Empty and trash
Save me now; rush, hush… crash
There are times that we suffer inspirational drought. We feel low. Sometimes we actually feel nothing.
  Jan 2018 Chloe Hunt
Corbyn
somedays getting out of bed feels impossible
eating feels like a failure
and trying seems meaningless
but
sometimes the days seem brighter
eating feels like success
and living feels worth it

- those are the days
that I live for
  Dec 2017 Chloe Hunt
PaperclipPoems
He is the darkest memory
Buried inside, beneath all this skin
Causing a chemical imbalance
Gnawing at my every *****...
We dance when I sleep
Spinning circles around the ballroom in my head
A fantasy he uses to distract me
Gripping me, twisting me, until I am dead
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