I was sitting on the grass, sad,
Though I don't remember why,
this was so long ago.
I was sitting and thinking
and sobbing.
My brother came and sat next to me,
he looked worse,
he looked as if he had seen something terrible.
"Can you give me a hug, Jude?"
He asked
and I thought, with my child mind,
"I am the older brother. I have to act like a man.
I'll put aside my sadness
and comfort my little brother.
So, I hugged him.
Then I asked him
"What happened to you?"
"Oh, nothing. I'm fine"
he answered
"But you looked like you needed a hug".
That's when I knew,
no matter the age,
my brother was older than me.