suicidal thoughts in my head
permanent solution to these problems that I dread
all your nagging got me so fed
that I wish I was dead.

I heard my thoughts and I gasped
they all say "don't **** yourself. not so fast"
ending my life would be such a blast
as eternal freedom I grasped.

I've found them in the same place
They've been waiting for me inside this room for all these years
And they'll never leave
Cause in my head time never flows

I'm so accustomed to wear masks
That my own eyes seems too blank
If I let you stay or if I try to erase
I'm going to hurt someone anyway

And I don't know what's wrong the most
Between accepting or repressing you
'cause people changes too speedily
And fills my days of doubts

The idea of my mistakes
Impressed in people's mind
And the feeling of fading away
Every time I let them succeed

And every time they do
And realize I have nothing more
There's no way to come back
No way to try again

I need you to take me home
They ran away in search of someone true
And they carelessly left me halfway
I deeply know the fault is yours

They smashed myself into so many pieces
That even you are getting stronger than me
You're always closer and I know
I'll never feel anything else again

The world is dancing
shaking and dropping
Heart beats fast
Thoughts become worst
  
High mountain  touch down the earth
Heritage and temple  become the mud
Shouting and running  love of life
Mind and heart seeing ****** site

No fear of height no fear to drawn
Prepare and save  their own
The scary moment
see the death through open eyes
live with sorrow no feel of pain

Those days brings darkness but leave some hope
support of family and care of those
willing to help and blessing of loves
Busy in support and trying to cares

Build the building grow the faith
morning with shine sun that rise
walk with motive fear just tiny
help the other care like mother

Hands for pray, hands for support
heart for faith, hope for best
They said we can do,
They said we will do
know the meaning, show the meaning
We are Gorkhali & love to be Gorkhali