My legacy is to love you,
the way God  loved the universe,
with reverence,
with patience.
Fertilizing the earth,
so that, you and I,
may love each other...eternally!!
//////////////////////////

Mi legado es amarte,
como amo Dios al universo,
reverentemente,
y
pacientemente,

Fertilizando la tierra,
para que tu y yo , en ella,
nos amemos....eternamente !!

My friend I lay here
Alone
Hopelessly in love with you
Holding back with despair
Imagining as if you were right here
To love and caress me while I'm in fear and certainly more than just my peer

Every aspect of you
Every expression of you..
Your just so perfect to me.

To have feelings of breathtaking ache in my  mind and in my heart
Just in waiting and longing for that look that comes from you

Unanswered and gloomy the outcome
Yet your always my fantasy rescuing me through my nightmares
And there's bravery just within ..from feeling for you..
And the compassion within I hold for you sustains with just a wish to share

You're rare you see and for that I don't want to let you free ..
Fear with impatience
And the devil's lies..
For we met with no reason why .
A purpose we are
And put together in this life for a reason

And even if just to be friends through life with so much love  there shall never come treason.

Say you'll never turn away
Forever have my back
Have my whole heart.
As I'm just crushing alone tonight as Im so in love with you uncontrollably unconditionally
But I'll be alright as I cuddle myself and with ease gives into resting my eyes knowing I mustn't ruin or take the chance to push us apart


© Jenn Linh

it begins about mid-evening,
the edges of the rug being pulled
ever so gently.
intoxicated feet
do not notice a room slipping
beneath them.

it hastens nearer to morning;
as the magic carpet ride is
coming to a close
we begin to pat our bodies
& notice the things that fell from us.
sobriety. clothes. drugs. money....
ego   walls   pain

After inventory is taken,
the day starts without waiting for
your tired eyes.
oh, the saddest meeting of eyes,
with the swiftest passing of friends, drugs, memories, laughter
evening abliss.

I am dropped,
center stage -- reality.
at the same moment the drugs wear off. the last quarter is spent. the first rays of the sun peek through
and the last meeting of eyes
as the last glimpse of a shoe
disappears at the door's edge.

the rug has been pulled
reality
and the curtains have been drawn
slumber.

i think i'd like to be
anybody..

                     but me.

In time

*we shall survive

It's heavy,
It's tiring,
The not knowing,
The worrying...
When will it end,
Will it ever really end...
What is an ending anyway,
If what follows is merely a continuation,
And not a new beginning,
As everyone leads you to believe...
They say when one door closes,
Another one opens,
But what if it's the same door,
Just a different person answering...
Maybe we really aren't meant to know,
It's all blind faith,
Isn't it?

It is too soon,
too early
and
we are too young
too wild
and
too innocent
to be
this broken.