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I am running away
something is trying to hunt me like a pray
she sunk her claw deep into my heart
pulled it out and ate it as her treat
I turn cold and watch her eat while my heart beats
I beg for Mercy but she continues killing softly.
As my soul leaves my body I watch from a distance
a woman that i once know turn into a beast.
Scratch marks covering me head to toe.
My Body and soul becomes numb
The pain of your love is cutting me deeper that the pain over my body.
the blood in my veins engrave  your name  on the floor.
I rewind my mind about each moment that you said I love you
The moment were your thought is stuck in the corners of my mind.
Your like a ghost haunting my brain.
I become a puppet in your hands.
As I sink deep in the darkness, I look into your eyes.
I cry tears and realize that the love that I emptied on you has gone with no return.
You look at me with those cold eyes and laugh me off.
I ask myself how can my love warm the heart of the beast.
A loving kiss that touches you lips in all passion  rushes through your body like a boomerang.
She wakes up from the darkness to see the light.
but its too late as my corps lies there with the wounds all open.
My spirit fly's to the sky with the hope to have soften the beats heart more earlier.
If no boundaries were surrounding their love.
If she would allow me to love her unconditionally.
But it is too late.
as i ascend to meet my creator I say to you I love you a love that flows with no end.
I hope you move on with someone that can continue loving you with a stronger frequency than I do.
Head held high, flexing the shell
bright lifestyle, I know it too well.
It’s a tall tale to tell but its best that you know
that things get better at the end of the road
Not too long ago, I felt the same way
I dealt with demons that crept in the grey
And maybe it’s hard enough to ask for help
but it’s harder to watch yourself
give up once you’ve left the shelf

Nah, I couldn’t stomach the pain
like a trumpet, I blew the in out of sane.
I popped open a vein to paint my blues, violet
and threw a pair of cans on to block out the silence.
I’m not defiant; I defy any tyrant
that tries to buy my compliance.
I ride with the giants, stride like Midas
minus the greed, all I need is kindness.

Spread your wings; shed the ego
live amid the kings like a needle.
Be your own hero, succeed the sequel
take charge, zero in on the easel.
Reach for the stars, you are an artist
Van Gough goals; erase all the hardships.
I may try my hardest
but I’m not the smartest
but good work ethic leads to a harvest.
Reap my carcass, long after I’m gone,
brains over brawn, shame on you all
for thinking that these walls can hold me in.
You get the memo? I’m better than I’ve ever been.
Binge drinking is a sickness in itself
try to **** the pain but the pain kills the help
as well as low thinking it will **** your brain cells
if you try to **** the pain, you will **** yourself

© Matthew Harlovic
A incentive meant to inspire those that are going through a rough time.
 Mar 2015 Ayman Zain
PrttyBrd
You are two people
Detached through silent self-loathing
Torn between flesh and fantasy
Nightmares tear your eyes from dreams
Tasting the flesh as you awaken
Aroused and *****
Frightened of who
Of what you're turning into
Praying you will not become
That sickening desire
Losing sight of the fact
That a dream is just a dream
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 Feb 2015 Ayman Zain
Eudora
Such luscious lips, with pinkish glow!
She's beautiful.

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Her chapped lips,  faucet like,
cascade only words of kindness..
She's beautiful.

Such pretty,alluring eyes!
She's beautiful.

Her heavy-lidded eyes : a pair of lenses
capturing only great sharp shots,
they see clearly only the good in people..
They never despise.
She's beautiful.

Such a lovely, curvaceous figure!
She's beautiful.

Within the slim figure,  is a soul
who'll share her food with the hungry,
even if it means she'll be left with nothing
for dinner.
She's beautiful.

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Beauty is only skin deep..
Inspired by a brief chat with a dear friend today and Audrey Hepburn's insights on beauty
'Look beyond the features, it is reflected in the soul..'
 Jan 2015 Ayman Zain
Mara
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 Jan 2015 Ayman Zain
Mara
Good luck trying to "save me"
Because to you all I do is self destruct and **** everything
In your eyes, I need help from people with Ph.D.'s  
I need to be stuffed with pills, take EEG scans
Violated with stethoscopes and serotonin shots
"I'll fix you, I promise"
Smile at me like a scientist does to it's experiment
Make me feel like I'm the guilty one when you hold my hand
As I sit down for these doctors and tell them when it starts to hurt
I should've started screaming a long time ago
I can no longer remember when I first felt all this pain
When was the last time I told someone how I felt that wasn't paid by someone else?
They told me love was easy

But you don't understand is my soul was ripped out of my body

Is this humane to let a man soul and throw his remains

You may think that this is the way I wanted our love to end

My heart got shattered and my wounds bleed a river that your words will never stop

Love is not the way you thought it would be

I put my heart out and all I got was suffering and pain

You say that I hurt you although I always cut my tongue if I ever tried to hurt your soul.

You swung your sword and went through me and made me a man with no feelings or soul.

You tell me I love you. 

Do you think that I will ever think about you the same

I never asked from you anything and never wanted to change the person you are.

What did you do

You asked me to change how I look and how I dress just to please everything you want your dream man to be.

It wasn't ******* you as much as it was harder on me to set you free.

You got all my love and emotions drained.

All I hope from this is to tell you good luck and all that remains remains

I wish for you a happy life and a happy husband that you deserve.
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