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 May 2016 Carrillo
Alejandra Cruz
The Indefinite Answer

You're shining even though you're a black hole.
I often wonder if there are any secrets you are hiding ?
Like the death of a star,should we be aware of what awaits for us ?
Or should we continue to live the life of the unknown?
Like the pupil of an eye, can you see us as we can see you ?
You allow no light to escape...
Will you eventually burst and end the life of the universe?
Like the soul of mine, and yours which is untouchable as the sun in the sky.
I believe there is math in you, we are made of math and the math in you defines the world.
There are mysteries we yet have to figure out... Including we must discover our own inner black hole in order to solve these mysteries.
This is not meant to have an end of you, this is not meant to have an answer because the darkness in you should arise above all creation...
The black hole is not meant to fade away because the possibilities are ENDLESS.
By: Alejandra Cruz
 May 2016 Carrillo
Alejandra Cruz
Your eyes are a nebula trapped into your own despair and I plead to know the secrets those eyes hold. I could stare into your eyes and embrace your perspective...
 May 2016 Carrillo
Alejandra Cruz
I never knew why you left
But since the day you left
I've been a bird without wings
I think of why you left
Life seems like a broken dream
You left me without a single trace of where you went
The wings on the bird are too heavy by burden
I try to deny the fact that you left
And now I'm a bird without wings
 May 2016 Carrillo
Alejandra Cruz
When I see you
My heart starts racing
And my palms start to perspire
I breath faster
I choke upon my words
And I burst into a gaiety state
My mind starts spinning with your arms around me ; therefore, I'm brought back to life
Because you give me life to the fullest and your love lives in my soul so I revive when I see you
 May 2016 Carrillo
Alejandra Cruz
I don't want to be 40 someday and think of everything we did and all the things we yet had to do...
No matter how Sunday turns into Monday mist or how every month is something else because my heart will always linger your presence.
It's funny how time flies because only yesterday you said you would stay with me but I hope someday you will see me again and realize that it's not too late to bring the flame back into my heart.
 May 2016 Carrillo
GaryFairy
Sleeping dogs are kicked
just to hear them bark
we stare at the sun
and stay in the dark

the dead men tell tales
and we make our horses drink
a rolling stone gathers moss
and **** doesn't stink

we are better sorry than safe
the sword is mightier than the pen
practice never makes perfect
it's all just pretend

two wrongs make a right
never is better than late
we don't see our own sight
we are what we hate

we look gift horses in the mouth
while birds of a feather peck each others eyes out
 May 2016 Carrillo
Innocent
RED
 May 2016 Carrillo
Innocent
RED
She closes her eyes to block out the sadness
Everywhere there is red
Raw
intense passion
false courage
Encouraging impulsiveness
Red  
Evoking deep emotional and spiritual connotations.
Red
in her dreams
Is she lacking energy.
feeling tired or lethargic.

Red
the color of danger
violence
blood
shame
rejection

or

****** impulses and urges.
 
Perhaps it's  time for her to stop and think about her  actions

Open her eyes and see the beauty of red
Red
warm and positive
exciting emotions 
take action.
spirit and leadership qualities
promoting  
ambious
  determinations.
Red
Overcome the shyness and remove the sadness
 May 2016 Carrillo
hadley
1.) Start with the base of your ribs
feel the panic spread, eating away at all that you have built
tumbling over the rocky shores of your throat
feel the magma of self-hatred spread to your neck- fluid, disproportionate.
Feel it wash over the ground that you walk on, feel yourself
bite your lip
sharp pain
it's what you need to distract from the skeletons dancing in your closet.

2.) Watch him, and ignore the fact that he has never seen you as more than a transparent windowpane
Never noticed the landscapes within the confines of your rounded frame.
See his gaze follow her, and tell yourself
that your hopeful shadow will never be traced by his sparkling eyes
that he will never look to bask within your uncertain figure
will never see the soft glint of passion that fervently glows at the core of your spine.

3.) Dig your nails into your flesh and swallow back the tears. You didn't earn them.
Feel your skin grow red and angry
Feel yourself grow red and angry
Know that you are nothing, are nothing. Deserve to feel nothing.
To fall into infatuation with no sleight of hand
To have the floor drop below you at the sight of his face.
Not even a conversation, never even a conversation.
You are an amateur, playing a game that you never qualified to enter.

And he? He is the unassuming sun, stopping only to reach his illumination down into the cavity of your lightless eyes. Once, maybe twice. Maybe not.
He is the perpendicular street
Unexplored and full of complete and utter wonder
He is the manifestation of all that I wish him to be.
He will never be what I wish him to be.

4.) Go home. Write a poem. Go to sleep. Listen to music. Anything to stop the racing of the glow of your heart. Dream of a future. Without him, without this.
Keep Dreaming.
writing this was really cathartic to me, i hope you enjoy :)
 May 2016 Carrillo
Lord Byron
Oh! when shall the grave hide for ever my sorrow?
  Oh! when shall my soul wing her flight from this clay?
The present is hell! and the coming to-morrow
  But brings, with new torture, the curse of to-day.

From my eye flows no tear, from my lips flow no curses,
  I blast not the fiends who have hurl’d me from bliss;
For poor is the soul which, bewailing, rehearses
  Its querulous grief, when in anguish like this—

Was my eye, ’stead of tears, with red fury flakes bright’ning,
  Would my lips breathe a flame which no stream could assuage,
On our foes should my glance launch in vengeance its lightning,
  With transport my tongue give a loose to its rage.

But now tears and curses, alike unavailing,
  Would add to the souls of our tyrants delight;
Could they view us our sad separation bewailing,
  Their merciless hearts would rejoice at the sight.

Yet, still, though we bend with a feign’d resignation,
  Life beams not for us with one ray that can cheer;
Love and Hope upon earth bring no more consolation,
  In the grave is our hope, for in life is our fear.

Oh! when, my ador’d, in the tomb will they place me,
  Since, in life, love and friendship for ever are fled?
If again in the mansion of death I embrace thee,
  Perhaps they will leave unmolested—the dead.
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