He knows how to tear me apart,
His demanding tone, his eyes of fire,
His skilled fingers, his vicious mouth.
All are instruments of delectable
Torture, made to force me into
Submission, to cater to his every whim.
I have gotten onto my back, as per his request;
The sound of his controlled breathing, and soft
Commands is arousing.
So badly is my desire to submit,
Yet I find myself wanting to
Be naughty. So I do.
My desperation for more of
His mouth causes me to get
Punished; I lose what I crave the most.
Though I know he will not drift
Lower than my belt, I still find my
Stomach clenching when his fingers wander.
The euphoria from his mouth
On my skin, biting me, bruising me,
Is that which I've never experienced.
The sensation of his lips on my
Chest, suckling ferociously, bursting
Blood vessels, marking me... is exhilarating.
The delightful pain from those
Marks remind me that
I am all his.
His eyes, looking into his eyes, is like
Staring into the clearest snow-globe: my eyes will
Linger, wonder, wander, search.
His steady glance is all it truly takes
For me to fall apart, though his words,
Whether they are of sunlight or of flames...
Consume me entirely.
For my boyfriend Cy.