Kiss me easy
Bite me hard
Touch me softly
**** me roughly
Treat me like a lady in public
And a **** it the bed
Do what you want to me
Who cares about the markse
Claw my back all over
Slap me around and call me a *****
When I beg and scream
for you to stop
It’s all a game
cuz I wanna ****
I don’t want it easy
I love a challenge
Pin me to the floor
and make me squirm
Then put me on my knees
and make me beg
I wanna taste your hot ***
and let it run down my legs
When you make me ******…
It’s the best thing in the world
Let me please you daddy
It’s all I want
Choke me hard
Use me for what you need
Cuz I’m your personal little **** toy

I really don’t wanna do this
But I know it’s what you want
You force me on my knees
So I take in you ****
Silently I let tears run down my face
I do what you say to stay in your good grace
I really don’t wanna do this
But I know it makes you happy
I let you **** me hard
Although I feel weak and ******
I really don’t wanna do this
But I know you’ll be mad if I don’t
So I let you fill me up
Because if not you’ll leave and that’s also not what I want
I really don’t wanna do this
But I want whatever you do
So I keep quiet and shut my mouth
As I bow down and submit to you
I really don’t wanna do this
Sneaking around and having *** isn’t me
But I love you so much So I do what you want
Because that’s who you want me to be
I really don’t wanna do this
But to you what I want doesn’t matter
You pin me to the floor and **** me hard
Until I scream louder and louder
I really don’t wanna do this
But God knows I’d do anything for you

The sunset shows that there’s always tomorrow;
So failing today shouldn’t cause so much sorrow.
Even if at first you don’t succeed;
That doesn’t mean you should get high on ****.
Try, try again;
And you’ll succeed in the end.

I knew it was you from day one
you're the brightest of all the stars
you are my heart and soul
and you come above all
no one before you
not even myself
I love you therefore
you are before even me
forever and always
we shall be
together as one

A few cuts on my arm
With a small trail of blood
Just a little pain no harm done
Nothing makes me happy
Life is just a blur
Why do i feel this way
I don’t know but I wish I did
A couple more cuts for my leg
Not such a big deal
Until one day i can take no more
A storm of sadness in my head
Then finally it is over
I am dead.

Love is love
Yeah so what
im into girls
Why is that so tough
To speak
Every fusking word that comes out
Feels so **** bleak
I mean
Love is love
So what the hell matters
You hatin’ on me
Like my happiness don’t matter
Well **** that
Man life is short
So I’m here to state some facts
And you tryin’ to take me to court
***** up with that man
Love is love
So step the *******
I mean what’s the deal
How does my life effect yours
All this **** is wack
They all talk and say
“Why you go around acting like that”
Love is love
They say “it’s just a phase”
This is my life now
I’m not tryin’ to play around
I’m the same as you
I never changed
Keeping me on the outside
like there’s someone to blame
Man it’s no game
No need to throw shade
You need to watch what you do
And what you say
Love is love
So get that in your ******* brain

Thanks for not using me
My faithful shining star
My love for you grows
Continuously. As worry
Begins to decrease.
Our life together a secret
No one will know
A shining star from above
Who loves a wretch like me
My angel sent from heaven
To serve and protect me
All my love goes to you
Whom which I adore
Together we’ll spend every moment
In which I’ll make you happy
Because you are my star

Just another day without a dad
Man he left me for drugs
What did I do that was so bad
He’s the one who left and yet
Im the one over here blaming myself
What’s up with that
Maybe i’m the one smoking crack
But no matter what I still can’t let go
I let the heartache show
Even though he’s gone
So it’s not like he’ll ever know
How him leaving made me feel
Irrelevant unimportant
Man I just can’t deal
I need a way out
A way to cop
A way to heal
I just wanna feel loved again
Someone please tell me what the **** I did
I just wann a hide in a corner and cry
The though of me making him leave
Man I really wanna die
But I just can’t get myself to turn out the lights
So at night when I lay down I pray and ask why
I say “God why did I make my father leave?
What did I do that caused him to grief?
He turned to drugs is it all because of me?”
Sometimes I still cry myself to sleep
It’s been years and still I’ve recieved
No answers that can help me see
Why did my dad choose drugs over me?
If I could just ask him one question
That’s what it would be
And if there’s ever a next time
Dad, Please choose me

Hearts are red
The sky is blue
It’s valentines day
So today’s about you
Hugs and kisses
A love so true
My heart skips beats
When I’m close to you
Butterflies in my stomach
All these feelings so new
Into my loving arms
I slowly pull you
A rush of feelings
All so true
The light of my life
Baby I love you

You broke my heart many times
And still the pieces won’t fit
You made me cry days and nights
You took something I’ll never get back
Why you ripped my heart I’ll never know
Maybe it’s in you DNA to ba an ***
I hope one day you make the right girl happy
It was not myself unfortunately
But if *** was all it took for you to leave
Goodbye

I always feel like a disappointment
Like my life has no meaning
Like when people say they care
They do it out of sympathy
I hate the pity in their eyes
Making me feel like a weakened animal
It makes me wanna scream
Can’t they see i’m fine
Sadness is normal for me
The feeling of being weak
Maybe they are right
Im broken i’m not fine
Stop treating me like i’m three
Just shut up and listen
I don’t know why i feel these things
Please just drop all the questions
I can’t handle all the stress
It all makes me wanna cry
If i don’t find a way to cope
Im just might commit suicide