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Feb 2019 · 3.3k
Personal Fuck Toy
Invisible Girl Feb 2019
Kiss me easy
Bite me hard
Touch me softly
**** me roughly
Treat me like a lady in public
And a **** it the bed
Do what you want to me
Who cares about the markse
Claw my back all over
Slap me around and call me a *****
When I beg and scream
for you to stop
It’s all a game
cuz I wanna ****
I don’t want it easy
I love a challenge
Pin me to the floor
and make me squirm
Then put me on my knees
and make me beg
I wanna taste your hot ***
and let it run down my legs
When you make me ******…
It’s the best thing in the world
Let me please you daddy
It’s all I want
Choke me hard
Use me for what you need
Cuz I’m your personal little **** toy
Feb 2019 · 2.7k
Anything For You
Invisible Girl Feb 2019
I really don’t wanna do this
But I know it’s what you want
You force me on my knees
So I take in you ****
Silently I let tears run down my face
I do what you say to stay in your good grace
I really don’t wanna do this
But I know it makes you happy
I let you **** me hard
Although I feel weak and ******
I really don’t wanna do this
But I know you’ll be mad if I don’t
So I let you fill me up
Because if not you’ll leave and that’s also not what I want
I really don’t wanna do this
But I want whatever you do
So I keep quiet and shut my mouth
As I bow down and submit to you
I really don’t wanna do this
Sneaking around and having *** isn’t me
But I love you so much So I do what you want
Because that’s who you want me to be
I really don’t wanna do this
But to you what I want doesn’t matter
You pin me to the floor and **** me hard
Until I scream louder and louder
I really don’t wanna do this
But God knows I’d do anything for you
Feb 2019 · 223
Absentee Father
Invisible Girl Feb 2019
Just another day without a dad
Man he left me for drugs
What did I do that was so bad
He’s the one who left and yet
Im the one over here blaming myself
What’s up with that
Maybe i’m the one smoking crack
But no matter what I still can’t let go
I let the heartache show
Even though he’s gone
So it’s not like he’ll ever know
How him leaving made me feel
Irrelevant unimportant
Man I just can’t deal
I need a way out
A way to cop
A way to heal
I just wanna feel loved again
Someone please tell me what the **** I did
I just wann a hide in a corner and cry
The though of me making him leave
Man I really wanna die
But I just can’t get myself to turn out the lights
So at night when I lay down I pray and ask why
I say “God why did I make my father leave?
What did I do that caused him to grief?
He turned to drugs is it all because of me?”
Sometimes I still cry myself to sleep
It’s been years and still I’ve recieved
No answers that can help me see
Why did my dad choose drugs over me?
If I could just ask him one question
That’s what it would be
And if there’s ever a next time
Dad, Please choose me
Feb 2019 · 342
Love Is Love
Invisible Girl Feb 2019
Love is love
Yeah so what
im into girls
Why is that so tough
To speak
Every fusking word that comes out
Feels so **** bleak
I mean
Love is love
So what the hell matters
You hatin’ on me
Like my happiness don’t matter
Well **** that
Man life is short
So I’m here to state some facts
And you tryin’ to take me to court
***** up with that man
Love is love
So step the *******
I mean what’s the deal
How does my life effect yours
All this **** is wack
They all talk and say
“Why you go around acting like that”
Love is love
They say “it’s just a phase”
This is my life now
I’m not tryin’ to play around
I’m the same as you
I never changed
Keeping me on the outside
like there’s someone to blame
Man it’s no game
No need to throw shade
You need to watch what you do
And what you say
Love is love
So get that in your ******* brain
Feb 2019 · 163
Suicide Thoughts
Invisible Girl Feb 2019
I always feel like a disappointment
Like my life has no meaning
Like when people say they care
They do it out of sympathy
I hate the pity in their eyes
Making me feel like a weakened animal
It makes me wanna scream
Can’t they see i’m fine
Sadness is normal for me
The feeling of being weak
Maybe they are right
Im broken i’m not fine
Stop treating me like i’m three
Just shut up and listen
I don’t know why i feel these things
Please just drop all the questions
I can’t handle all the stress
It all makes me wanna cry
If i don’t find a way to cope
Im just might commit suicide
Feb 2019 · 208
Valentine For My Star
Invisible Girl Feb 2019
Hearts are red
The sky is blue
It’s valentines day
So today’s about you
Hugs and kisses
A love so true
My heart skips beats
When I’m close to you
Butterflies in my stomach
All these feelings so new
Into my loving arms
I slowly pull you
A rush of feelings
All so true
The light of my life
Baby I love you
Dec 2018 · 214
Everything
Invisible Girl Dec 2018
You are my star in the night sky
The heart that beats in my chest
The light that guides my way
The breathe from which i breath
The blood that runs in my body
The brain which gives me knowledge
In every way you are for me
You are my goddess, my shining star
You are my everything
Dec 2018 · 163
My Baby
Invisible Girl Dec 2018
I may or may not have
Something growing inside me
And I’m struggling to decide
If i want there to be
Scared and confused
I just wish I knew
A rolacoaster of pain and happiness
If it’s positive
I’m keeping the baby
But negative would cause relief
The stress from this thinking
Is getting to me. I’d be happy with
Him in there. See i’m hoping for a boy
But what happens with school and my future
The tears that cover this page are of stress not sadness.
And even if i am pregnant
My baby was never a mistake.
to my baby who will never be called a mistake
Dec 2018 · 131
Finding peace In Death
Invisible Girl Dec 2018
Dreams arise like the sun on the horizon;
Tranquil memories only to be forgotten.
Cast ashore with no way to survive;
I’m stuck in the middle not dead or alive.
Reaching for the stars only to fail;
I’m so white that I can no longer be called pale.
Colorless as a ghost with skin as cold as ice;
My own mother can’t even look me in the eyes.
The feeling of disappointment deep within my soul;
Knowing I have to eventually let go.
Forgive and forget they always say;
If I had one wish it’d be to stay.
As time starts to run thin;
The heart monitor beebs and the tears begin.
Watching my mother cry is something I’ll never forget;
Leaving her in this world alone will be my only regret.
As Death comes to greet me I must leave behind;
The life that once was known as mine.
Dec 2018 · 343
Depression
Invisible Girl Dec 2018
A few cuts on my arm
With a small trail of blood
Just a little pain no harm done
Nothing makes me happy
Life is just a blur
Why do i feel this way
I don’t know but I wish I did
A couple more cuts for my leg
Not such a big deal
Until one day i can take no more
A storm of sadness in my head
Then finally it is over
I am dead.
Inspired by Arden.
Dec 2018 · 310
Heaven-sent angel
Invisible Girl Dec 2018
Thanks for not using me
My faithful shining star
My love for you grows
Continuously. As worry
Begins to decrease.
Our life together a secret
No one will know
A shining star from above
Who loves a wretch like me
My angel sent from heaven
To serve and protect me
All my love goes to you
Whom which I adore
Together we’ll spend every moment
In which I’ll make you happy
Because you are my star
My star I love you
Invisible Girl Dec 2018
You broke my heart many times
And still the pieces won’t fit
You made me cry days and nights
You took something I’ll never get back
Why you ripped my heart I’ll never know
Maybe it’s in you DNA to ba an ***
I hope one day you make the right girl happy
It was not myself unfortunately
But if *** was all it took for you to leave
Goodbye
To the football player who used me
Dec 2018 · 345
Together As One
Invisible Girl Dec 2018
I knew it was you from day one
you're the brightest of all the stars
you are my heart and soul
and you come above all
no one before you
not even myself
I love you therefore
you are before even me
forever and always
we shall be
together as one
To my loving fiancé who is with me through everything.
Nov 2018 · 236
Mon Amour
Invisible Girl Nov 2018
My love my life my star
Dear that’s what you are
I love you so much
I’ll never let go
Things from the past are forgiven
You are mine now and thats all that matters
To think of what I’d give
To be in your arms forever
I’d never let you go
I’d hold on so very tight
Things I wanna do with you
Along with your memory run through my mind
I love you my star
Forever and always
Nov 2018 · 132
Runaway Child
Invisible Girl Nov 2018
In a world all alone
With no place to call home
A runaway child is what I am
Who didn’t think things through and has no plan
A runaway child scared for my life
Worried I’ll get kidnapped or maybe worse
Hops in a car with a stranger
Lucky for me it was a hero not a villian
I decided ot stay instead of leave
I asked to be brought to my aunts
Where I called my mom to go home
And all the trouble I was in
Was nothing compared to things through what I’ve been.
Nov 2018 · 600
Success
Invisible Girl Nov 2018
The sunset shows that there’s always tomorrow;
So failing today shouldn’t cause so much sorrow.
Even if at first you don’t succeed;
That doesn’t mean you should get high on ****.
Try, try again;
And you’ll succeed in the end.
If you ever want something bad enough never let anything keep you from getting it.
Nov 2018 · 226
My Star
Invisible Girl Nov 2018
Walking next to you is like walking on air
Even at night in total darkness you are still inexplicably bright
Wondering how I was ever so lucky
You are a true star
My star
I’ve never wanted anything as badly as I want to be yours
Your princess of art forever more
Patiently waiting to feel your embrace
Showering kiss all over your face
The moment I first met you
Was the moment I knew
I wanna shine bright
But just for you
To my amazingly wonderful thoughtful caring girlfriend.
Nov 2018 · 251
Heartache
Invisible Girl Nov 2018
My heart sadly beats;
While in my mind your memory repeats.
Thoughts of sadness and sorrow;
All the love you’ve taken instead of borrowed.
Oh all the thinngs that I would give;
To in your heart forever live.
Days slowly pass;
As your memory longs to last.
Even now knowing you aren’t who I thought;
All the things you said to me wouldn’t be something I forgot.
Now when I look at you I only see a stranger;
I freeze in my tracks like a dear in headlights as if I’m in danger.
Loving you was my best and worst mistake;
Hopefully eventually I’’ll get over the heartache.

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