Maybe I won't feel so ashamed talking to you if I forget our past.. though it's probably impossible.. I don't know..part of me wishes I never knew you.. and the other part wants to be yours again. It's a constant battle though I can never hate you. I just feel selfish for wanting you so badly.. is it wrong? To be addicted to someone like you? You're obviously not human.. you're something else. You're trapped in this world and your mind wants to be free.. I'm not helping much am I.. I'm just here falling in love with you every time we speak.
I can't even describe how he makes me feel without choking on my words...