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 Sep 2018 Semi-literate Poet
Ria
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 Sep 2018 Semi-literate Poet
Ria
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Insane
The way things are processing in my fcken brain
Anger and pain
So much pain
You would have thought I was shot
critical condition
Emergency
Why can I be with the one person I wanna be
Sleepless nights
Tear drops down my eyes
Cars and lights are outside
Life is passing me by
Happiness when will you arise
When is it my time
When can I be alright
If depression was a class
I excel +A
Everyday and night you're on mind
No other humans exist
What humans
Who are you
What where and why
Leave me alone I don't got no time
Time for who-rahs and lies
One day I see things being different
Genuine smiles , happiness all around
You by my side hand in hand
Legs against my thighs
Slow breathing and sighs
Wonderful nights and mornings to follow
Everything feels right no more sleepy hollow
My heart flutters at the thought of one day things being better than okay
Jumping over obstacles and making us sane .
Yes
I still wake up
in the middle of the night
reaching for a body
that just isn’t there

Just as I did now
and just as I will tomorrow
as well as every night that follows
in which I’m left here alone
without you


Alysia Marie 2018 ©
I suppose my loneliest thoughts arrive at 1am.
You
It's like I'm writing letter
after letter after word
after sentiment and sentimentality
to you.
"You"
This elusive love has not left
my bones yet
nor will it ever.
It has seeped into me,
and no matter how many things
I write and say and do,
it is here to stay.
I'll fill pages with you,
thoughts and whispers and prayers.
Maybe, sometime, parts of me will move on,
but the parts I have given to you
will always be yours.
No one knows the real you
like I do

I want to tell him

Why hide away

Smoke your cigarettes
in front of your mom

Drink with your dad

You have that mischievous smile
Always looking for trouble

No one knows you like I do

I don't want to say

You're not as innocent as they say

Pretty dress
pretty colored lips

No one knows
I don't even know you
most of the time
I'm a bit dangerous when I smile
you always look away when I say the truth

thinking I'm not talking about you

I'm feeling upside down

whispering
the young are loved

I'm a little lonely
I'm feeling lovely

playing mind games
you smoke and drink
I follow your footsteps

having a little fun

whispering
the young are loved

now you love me so much
send me hugs and kisses

I can't hear the rainfall
my eyes are getting smaller

I'm feeling so young

you make me 21

following your steps
we only fall deeper

this darkness never ends
holding hands

send me hugs and kisses
there's magic in your kind of fun
a spell I'm under

when I fall back into reality
I'm reminded it's a curse
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