We can all be addicted to some kind of sadness,
mine just so happens to be you.

It's silly how I'm missing you like crazy,
When you're not even thinking about me.


It's funny how I would jump off a cliff just to save you,
But you wouldn't even look my way.


It's pathetic how I would be there for you,
Even when you don't know my existence.


It's so absurd that I would even love you,
That I would travel miles just for you,
Give up the things I love for you,
Swim the whole Pacific ocean for you,
But you will never notice me,
You would never call me,
You will never love me back.
And that's how ignorant I am,
How naive, obtuse, vacuous of me,
To have loved you, and still,
Loving you.

I don't just want a one time date,
I don't only want a perk on your lips,
I don't just want a formal dance,
I don't only want a warm bear hug,
Nor a walk down the gardens,
Nor a one nighter.

I want someone to hold in my arms,
I want someone who makes me lose control,
Someone who would embrace my imperfections,
I know it's hard and tricky,
But I just want someone to keep.

Sometimes you please me with smiles,
But sometimes you leave me alone in piles.

Sometimes you talk about us walking down the aisle,
But sometimes you just run away with my heart far in miles.

But I know, you would always be worth the while.

Yesterday
You told me my love was not enough,
And you said you would be giving up.

Today
You told me you were afraid of losing me,
That I'm the only one your eyes will ever see.

Tomorrow
Would you tell me that you love me?
Or would you do the same and disagree?